06/09/24

                                    

                                          

Hello! 

        It's been a bit since I've updated because nothing happened. I was just sitting at home all day. One of my friends on discord invited us to play jigsaw puzzle.io and it's just a digital puzzle, it's really fun so I recommend playing that.

        Okay so ✨gender questioning✨ resulted in me finding Faeflux/Doeflux. It's a mix of Genderfae/Genderdoe and Genderflux, there's almost nothing about it on the nonbinary wiki, but it's basically my gender fluctuates between Female and nonbinary genders, but almost never masculine genders, and I don't like the flags, but since there's like 5 people who identify as DoeFlux I can make my own flag for it >:)
          It's more common to use the term FaeFlux but I prefer DoeFlux as I have Wiccan Friends who leave offerings to the Fae, It's part of their religion, and I feel like it's a little disrespectful, but at the end of the day it's just some letters so I don't really care what anyone else does it's just my opinion.
     Also on the nonbinary wiki there is a gender census and I took it, it said on the census to tell other people you know so they can get better statistics, so just look up nonbinary wiki and click on it, and the gender census is right there. 

      A few more things, so I've been doing quads for over a year before I had my awakening and I FINALLY figured out how to trot- 

It took me so long 😭
I gtg I'll add later tho
        Kk last thing for now, Median Systems
         So first Median Systems, I was looking through it then I was like oh wait... So for a while I've had a little bit of a idk how to explain it, I am just me but sometimes I have like a secondary personality, there is boy-ish slightly angry me, and then there is super anxiety. I have anxiety but sometimes this super anxiety just comes up, I get super anxious for no reason and I'm generally quiter and lean more into Femininity but recently I watched solo leveling and I gained a 3rd temporary secondary personality, which is apathetic, calm, and is similar to the personality of Sung Jin-woo. And I also get randomly disoriented when they switch, but I'm always me, and I'm thinking that it could be other factors such as moodiness because my period medication can do that along with my fluidflux gender identity and it could be a coincidence but I find it weird that these personalities are always paired with some sort of gender identity and I sometimes just forget what is going on when I stop having the secondary personality, so I'm looking into that.
I that's it for now!

Kintype of the day: leopard 

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