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Am I rushing? 
Anyways back to story. No proof reading so ignore my mistakes 
Regret,  the word has a very power to change peoples, into good. Jungkook is paranoid about losing his love---- his taehyung. Some hours ago his chest was filled with love and admiration for his husband, he wanted to cherish the person who taught him that jungkook can also love anyone, and they will love jungkook also.
But now his heart is escalate rapidly, he comprehend what he once was lacking. He can finally see those doe puppy eyes of taehyung which only shows love and vulnerability for his husband, for him only. 
"Am I being wrong?" Jungkook thinks himself. He bits his lips to prevent his anticipation, he will definitely meet taehyung now or other moment. The heart screeching sounds of taehyung's cries,  his teary face, already dead his happy smiles when jimin and bogum said about jungkook is left to meet Jiwoon.
"I should keep myself from you tae...for your own good life." He keep murmuring.
Soon jimin interrupted his thoughts by tapping his shoulder. The latter was also sad, 
"Jungkook, can we talk?" 

Taehyung took a cold shower and got down to help jimin. He saw everyone was present in the main dinning table. He saw his husband sitting there while looking at him. Taehyung searched jungkook's whole body for make sure that there anything left by Jiwoon..
No he didn't had any hickeys.
He sighed.
"Come taehyungie, let's dig in already." Jimin said tried to cheer the down environment. Taehyung nodded, he had to take the med after fill his tummy.
Everyone eat silently, jungkook smiled softly when he saw taehyung eating messily. His cheeks where puffed up, some of the food stick on his lips. He wanted to wip that, but he can't do it not now.
"Taehyung we booked the flights and it's after one week. We want you to pack up your essentials." Bogum said. He looked at jungkook who were looking somewhere biting his lips. Avoiding his eyes.
Did his jungkook know everything about him?
He wanted to taehyung leave him?
Taehyung gulped, he wanted to talk to him, that he doesn't wanted him to be with him? Doesn't he love him!?
That night was very long for the couple.
Taehyung saw jungkook purposefully coming late to bed, may be he doesn't wanted to talk about this--?
Soon the crack of door heard, jungkook got inside of the room. And their eyes got stucked.
"Y-you did not sleep yet?" After a long fucking time Jungkook spoke. Taehyung tsk-ed at him.
He got up from the bed and straightly went to jungkook and grabbed him by the collar of the latter's shirt. Make him jungkook caught off-guard.
"What you're planning huh Jeon Jungkook?!" He asked with his unusual deep sound which pierced into jungkook's flesh deeply.
"H-huh?"
"Tell me everything jungkook this instant, before I slap you!" He threatened.
"What you mean" he asked.
"Jiwoon, you said that chapter already closed now what!? You crawled to him after knowing about my fucking sickness!?" He yelled at him. Jungkook gulped down and he avoided the eye contact again.
But taehyung held his chin and forced him to look at him.
"Eyes on me jungkook! You're mine! Did you hear that? You're mine fucking mine!" He said while gritting his teeth.
"I didnt get why you always find him better than me!? Am I not worthy kook? Listen you're mine kook, you can't even wait for me to get cured? Then we can live the life you wanted, with your own home, your own money, lots of money kookie---
Jungkook's pointer finger hushed the other softly. He looked at the teary eyes of taehyung, he looked at the right eye and then left eyes.
"You always blahing what I hate the most now taehyung, I don't want anything except-- I want you to get cured, as soon as possible." Jungkook's voice were very soft and calming.
"I i---- I can't leave you kookie, I promised you remember?" Taehyung said, jungkook tucked the fluffy hairs of the other into his ears. And cupped slowly the latter's cheeks.
"I remember everything, let me correct everything once again, I hurt you countless times, and still you loved me. Hoping for a life with me, and what I did?" Jungkook's voice cracked.
"No it's okay--
"No, not okay at all. I want you to go with them and get treated. Will you do that for me?" Taehyung looked at his husband, who slowly wiped his tears once again---
"W-why? Y-you don't want to come with me?" Jungkook shake his head, but he continued.
"I want you to get treated, and I'll wait for you here, I promise. I'll wait for you" taehyung gritted his teeth again.
"You're again playing with me kook, what if I didn't come back to you? What if I die---
Jungkook kissed him, prevents him to complete the fucking sentence. His lips didn't moved but he let it be there, pressed on the pillowy lips of his love,
"You got it no? I'll wait for you here, everytime I'll wait for you here, my eyes will be at gate, waiting for you arrival, but you've to promise me that you will get treated fastly and run faster to me." He whispered back. And showed his pinky to him, taehyung looked at the pinky. Soon jungkook touched his forehead with taehyung's forehead.
"I'm not coming with you because, I'll not endure the pain of you getting pain. I don't want see my baby in those hospital dresses. I know it's sounds stupid, but the taehyung I know is you, who wait for me, cuddle with me, kiss me, prepare food with me. 
And this time I wanted to learn your value when you're some countries away from me tae, I wanted to learn everything. Give me some times, I wanted to correct my mistakes, and wanna be a perfect lover for you when you come back to our home " taehyung's eyes widened when Jungkook said he wanted to be perfect lover for him.
There's a chance for him being jungkook's lover?
Then he will come fast to him for live a life with him. He smiled. He crosses his pinky with jungkook's pinky, who smiled through his tears.
"I promise to come back to you very soon." And he kissed the hugging fingers with his lips.
"And I didn't left anywhere, I was here when you and jimin talked about me. Watching your sad face which were killing me. I won't go to anyone. And I'll seal this promise with my love." They watched eachother, and hugged them----
Jungkook wanted to earn the precious love and trust of his taehyung what he once ruined, and wanted to shape himself for a lovely perfect life with taehyung.  
But no one knows the future right? None of taehyung and jungkook knows what the future already planned for them. Who will live in the memories, and who lives in pain?
But they choosed to not loose the hold on their life once again.
"I'm yours taehyung, and I'm gonna make you mine. Please be okay soon. Let me give the love you once chased for, let me be the one who always will be there for." 
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Author Kim
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