The warmth of the sunlight was the first thing his sleeping senses identified.
Gun opened his eyes feeling dazed by the annoying light of the morning, although his body refused to move, each limb felt heavy. Beside him, Off was sleeping soundly as he held one of his hands against his chest; He tried to remember what he did the night before to end up held so closely and without being able to avoid it, his entire body tensed.
In fear, he decided to slowly move his bottom to see if he felt any pain or discomfort, but everything seemed to be under control.
He was even dressed.
Carefully, he let go of the hand of the man sleeping next to him and walked towards the bathroom to check himself more thoroughly. He knew that many wounds are sometimes seen, but not felt until you touch them.
But luckily, there was no sign that the night before someone had attacked his humanity. He was safe.
Gun! Where are you? -The frightened and agitated voice of his husband brought him out of his musings.
Calm down dramatic, I'm here in the bathroom -Gun yelled at him and sighed, he was already exhausted from everything.
Off ran in and hugged him as if they hadn't seen each other in years; The tears fell from his face one after another without stopping, he looked like someone destroyed by a tragedy and that was annoying to the minor.
How can you cry so much? -Gun commented, hugging him back to try to calm him down -I'm fine, he didn't do anything to me, could you breathe?
I know, but I don't forgive myself that he almost did it, I promise it won't happen again - and again, for Gun, another empty promise that finally made him lose what little patience was left in him.
Yeah? How will you do that? Divorcing me? -Even though Gun's voice was calm, Off could feel the resentment.
The divorce was just a plan, I tried to convince him so that you could be free - the oldest continued hugging him because he was afraid of letting go and that everything would be over - but he told me no.
Oh really? Right now, you can be honest with me - Gun pushed him away - tell me the truth, do you want us to get divorced?
Never -He answered without hesitation -my father has always been a very hurtful person, so I'm not surprised that he used that to harm you... to harm us... Forgive me for leaving you alone.
Gun sighed. In reality, he didn't want to fight with the older man anymore, he was tired of the push and pull between them. He just wanted a little happiness, even if it meant giving up the idea of his freedom.
What will we do now? -He asked after a while - Will we live here forever?
Yes... I will do anything so that he does not touch us again, even if I spend my entire life under his orders, I will protect you.
The sincerity in Off Jumpol's Eyes made Gun have a good and bad feeling at the same time. He trusted him, but he knew that his father-in-law would not let them be happy.
Not after experiencing firsthand the irrational hatred he had towards his own son.
And that made him fear for the life of his loved one.
.-.-.-.
The change in his husband's personality was quite obvious.
He knew Off well enough to know that his life became a fucking hell; Since he started working with his father, every day he came to his side and cried from helplessness.
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Unwanted Butterflies {OffGun}
FanfictionGun Atthaphan lost his mother and was kicked out by his stepfather. His only alternative to survive will be to accept Off Jumpol's deal, even if it means betraying his best friend and his boyfriend. Although maybe he'll like that more than he thinks...