You know each other?(chapter 17)

                                    

                                          
Knockouts pov 
Damn! That was...that was...that was...ugh i don't know what that was. It seems like they (starscream and megatron) had a really good relationship but what happened? What happened to them? What made them act like this? Though I have a billion questions at least I got some info aka information on starscream's past. Now my theory on starscream is confirmed thanks to the information megatron just gave me now. Ok let me backup, my theory was someone abused him before megatron because i saw his body for medical reasons after megatron beated him. He had scars that seemed way too old for it to be from megatron. Now I can confirm that they weren't from Megatron but his creator. He had a darker story than I thought but this isn't even the full story so it's probably gonna be much darker. Ugh he probably needs so much therapy but there's no therapist here. At least that I know ...do we have a therapist?
"Knocks" my beloved conjure said to me
"yeah" 
"i think lord megatron is having a panic attack" he continued
i turned to face lord megatron to see indeed he was having a panic attack. Oh frag.
*one week later*
It is officially the weirdest week ever. After lord megatron's panic attack he hasn't talked to anyone, except soundwave. Yes, soundwave came back online after…I don't know how many days ago. I mean they know each other forever from what I can tell so I understand his point. Now shockwave has been in his lab as usual but this time he's very protective of his lab like not even lord megatron is allowed in the lab which is really sus. I don't think he has ever done this so yeah that's for him. Now there's another decepticon on the ship dreadwing, he is a nice guy but has a little too much loyalty. It's annoying sometimes but other than that, everything has been ok. I am now currently on the floor trying to find my buffer because dreadwing was here but accidently hit the buffer sending it flying. I told him that it was fine which was completely a total lie but I guess by how I looked he didn't want to be offline in the most painful way to ever to exist in the history of the universe so he just left.
"Knockout" I heard starscream say about 30 minutes later.
I turned my head around. I expected him to be back but starscream wasn't there. I saw soundwaves there instead. He probably used a recording of him. Ugh I'm going dumb. How can't you tell the difference between a voice in person and a recorded voice? Well...it was by soundwaves work so i guess. 
"Hello soundwave, what brings you by?" I asked while I was rising off the floor.
"I want...YOU TO...change...my...frame" he played in different records
I raised my optics at this. Soundwave asked me to change his frames? The soundwave that almost everyone thinks has no emotions. This was sus. Like really sus. Maybe it makeshift, but he's dead so it is not possibly him.
"May i ask why"
His shoulder plates seemed to have lowered and the mood of the room seemed to be sadder. Interesting, he barely shows emotion and now he is showing more emotion than he has the entire time I've seen him here.
"TODAY IS THE DAY... of...my...mechfriend...¦'s death"
oh. My spark seemed to grow heavy. I've forgotten that death happens and we were at war. No wonder he seems emotionless. He lost his special cybertronia while I had mine. That must have destroyed him. I could have imagined a world to live without breakdown but soundwave has to do that everyday. He needs therapy asap.
"I WANTED...to celebrate him...by looking...how... I looked...like... when I... met him"
I nodded as I understood his reason. Then we both walked over to the operating room and I patted my servos on the berth to show him to lay down there. He did, i put him in recharge. It's time for surgery.