05/28/24

                                    

                                          

Alright so,

I had a bunch of shifts over Memorial Day weekend, sadly no memory shifts, and I still can't figure out the shapeshifting kin, but omg the antlers from my stantler kintype are so fun to have but they are also so annoying. 

I have made a decision, if on Thursday morning this chapter has more than 25 votes I'm going to wear some of my gear to school. I don't mean my necklace wich idk if I've brought up, blu like, my gloves or tail or mask or something
I might regret this 
Also on Sunday my Grandpa checked if his metal detector was working, and it's heavy, like 30 pounds and he's almost 90 so sometimes he accidentally drops it, he dropped it when he was checking if it worked and by sheer UNluck the screen on the metal detector broke, and we need the screen to find out how deep underground the metal is, but we couldn't plus it was rainy so I couldn't go treasure hunting T-T

I was really hoping to find some jewellery or something to give to my friends or something :((

And today I'm going to a pool party, but surprise, surprise! It's raining today but I felt rude not showing up because I rsvp-ed. I wasn't going to swim because I don't have a unisex swimsuit and I'm not comfortable wearing a girls swimsuit with them knowing I identify as outside of the binary, and people already forget that my deadname is Jessica because last year my name was Jessica.

Today in art class our substitute teacher casually brings up her trauma, content warning on this for Violence, scroll to after the line if you don't want to read this. So this lady is like "I never want to swim in the rain because I used to live near the ocean and one day my dad went swimming in the rain and he drowned" O-O we were talking about how the party was going to be rainy and she just says this. And the thing is this is pretty common for her. I feel really bad for her. Near the beginning of the year we were talking about 9/11 and some random kid was being rude and she goes "This is Important to learn about! You know me and one of my daughters were in a terrorist attack!" And everyone went quiet and she was just like "The bomb was so loud the I couldn't hear for ten seconds. There was glass everywhere and when we went back outside, things were on fire and people were screaming or dead" What this lady has gone through is crazy, and then she has the patience to put up with 4-8th grade students. So yeah, shout out to that teacher, she is one of my role models. And she is someone's mom that is going to the same high school as me so yeah. 
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After the party I'll update, I'm putting a reminder on my phone now so I don't forget to do it, yeah then :)

Kintype of the day: Zacian

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