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A/n 
Uhm
Writing as a coping mechanism cause I genuinely kinda haha don't wanna live funny story.
My legs hurt lmao
#fruit ninja vibes
Idk
It's hard ig
Sorry if these next few chapters are extra shitty
I'm going through some stuff 
Sunny pov: 
"....y-y-you...what..?
Kel just smiles and pushes a bit of my hair behind my ear, and wipes away one of my tears.
"I love you sunny."
Holy fuck
Did he just
Did he
Does he actually-?
I
Me?
What!?
"W-wait are you like.. serious or..?
"Sunny I'm serious. I love you even more then I love orange Joe."
Oh holy shit
That ain't somthin he lies about
Orange Joe is like
His God
I sit there with my eyes wide and face red, before looking back to kel, who's now red and sweating a bit
"Erm... I uh........................ I mean like you dont have to like me back or  uh can I have an answer my confidence is gona and in kinda freaking out right now aha"
I just chuckle and smile, grabbing his hand which was now sitting right next to me, and pull it up to my face. Leaning onto it. 
"I love you to kel."
The rest is engraved in my memory forever. 
The slight morning sun shining into the old plain hospital room, the still fresh tears on my face although most wiped away from kel. Our eyes fluttering shut, noses and forehead bumping together, causing a bit of laughter from kel, and a small smile from me. 
And then it happend.
Somehow, on this random Sunday morning after getting yelled at by my mom, the best, and quite frankly most surreal thing had happend. 
Me and kel were kissing. 
Kels hands on my jaw, cupping my face in such a gentle way, like I was  fragile and delicate.  the rapid besting on my heart, and the pure warmth and love I felt. It's crazy how just one person, can make you feel so loved. A feeling I'm not used to. 
(Neither am I bitch, the only difference is u actually have someone who cares abt u bitch)
Eventually our lips part and we just stare at eachother food a good few seconds, before breaking out into a fit of laughter. There was no particular reason, it just felt... right. 
(Imagine being able to feel happy)
Once our laughter does down, kel speaks,
"Sooo, what are we?"
"Gay?"
Kel chuckles again,
"True true, but like erm, is it okay if we uhhhhhhHhHHhHhhhHHhHhHHHhh"
Kel suddenly gets flustered and looks away,
"Date?"
"That!" Kel exclaims with little finger guns, very... kel. 
I smile and nod,
"Yeah. I'd like that"
"Great! I mean uhm like cool or whatever I'm definatly not freaking out or whatever."
I just chuckle, realizing that in 10 minutes all the confidence will be gone and ill be freaking out to. But all I care about right now is me an kel being here together right now. Smiling, laughing, talking. I could care less about that asshole of a mother that was here less than an hour ago. Cause even if she didn't love me. I know, that someone else does. 
Normally I would doubt myself on this, hell I was just five minutes ago.
But something about kel feels genuine. 
Something about kel feels right
A/n
Uhm
Yeah
I don't know how to write :/ 
Or live
Yuh
I'm gonna go sit down and sob now
A/n extra
Publishing this now, don't have any other chapters, so it might be a bit slow Kay?
Also I git discord and I'm lonely so if anyone wants to add me I'm VentiSimpUwU:3