Megan's POV
I knocked on her door and waited for Blue to answer. She answered the door with a sheepish look.
"Did you hear all that?" Blue asked and I nodded my head. She sighed and motioned for me to come inside her room in France.
"Listen, ma. I don't care what she said. You are my real mom. I'm annoyed I can't go to the concert but at the end of the day, you're still my mom and I'm still your child." Blue said.
"Really? You don't feel like I'm not your real mom? I just..." I scratched my head and looked at Blue.
"I would never discipline you or say something that wouldn't better you in some way. This my first time being a mom and I got yall later in y'all's lives. I'm doing my best and baby, you know I love Olivia Rodrigo too. We sing to her all the damn time. You just have to understand that sometimes, we can't always get what we want. You know your mom and I couldn't wait to see you and you're already thinking about running off for a concert. That makes us feel like you don't wanna be with us." I say and Blue hugs me.
"I know, mama I'm sorry I was just being a brat." Blue says softly.
"Don't get me started on when you asked for the private jet. Blue, your mama and I worked so hard to get to where we're at and you know we're privileged. You gotta get that privilege in check, Blue. You've seen how people like us fall once they get their head too big and too comfortable. I'm disappointed in your behavior. You know better than this, Blue." I continued and Blue looked at her palms.
"I'm really sorry, mama. I didn't mean to disappoint you." Blue says and she starts to cry.
"I know, my love and we're good. You my eldest, of course we're gonna get into it. If my mama was around, she woulda called you a godsend compared to the stuff I got into" I say and I laugh. Why'd I have to say that? My mom always gets me choked up. I can feel my lower lip tremble.
"I know she's watching us right now. Thank you for being firm with me when you need to be. I'm gonna be an amazing grown up in the FARRR future becuse of you and mommy." Blue says and I pull her in for a hug.
"You know we love you. You got us now, mama. I love you and thank you for raising me." Blue says as she rubs my back. I let the tears fall and pull her in closer.
I stayed in Blue's room for about 30 more minutes. We talked in great detail about what to do about her 'friend' Ava. I couldn't help but snort when Blue said she was pretty 'cool for a white girl'. I gave her a kiss on the cheek and exited her room.
I walked the long corridor back to Beyoncé's room and I started to cry harder. I leaned my body against the wall as I covered my mouth and wiped my eyes. Dang, I wish my parents were around to see my kids. I wish they got to see me be a parent. They won't be here when I get pregnant and all that.
Beyoncé exited her room with a smile on her face but she ran to me when she saw me crying. She opened her arms and I hugged her, burying my face in her neck while I cried. She held me in her arms and I sighed.
"It's okay, baby. What's wrong? I'm here." Beyoncé says trying to comfort me.
"I just— a lot of this parenting stuff would be a lot easier if my mama or dad was around. What if I fuck up? Why do people gotta say that I'm not their real mom?" I say crying and Beyoncé lifts my chin up.
"Megan, you are their real mom. I don't give a fuck who says otherwise. These three children love you so fucking much. YOU are their mother, fuck what a DNA says. Our family's love goes so much deeper than that irrelevant shit." Beyoncé says wiping my tears.
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Better Together
FanfictionMegan and Beyoncé continue to explore life together. [A Beautiful Mess sequel]