fear | 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟷

                                    

                                          
"𝘛𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘴 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 
𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶
𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦"
                              ~Fear
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"Oh, guess who decided to show up. Where were you, Dokyeom?" Dokyeom looks up from his shoes with a frown, not expecting Joshua to be home so early. "When did you come back from work?" Dokyeom ignores his question, focusing on removing his shoes. 
"Just now." Joshua looks him up and down, disdainfully, his eyes lingering on his slightly disheveled appearance. "What have you been up to? You look like you've been having some fun."
Dokyeom shrugs, avoiding eye contact. "Just hanging out with some friends."
"Must've been quite the party." He smirks, raising an eyebrow. "Anything interesting happened?" 
"Nothing much you should know about." He mumbles. "Well then." Joshua says taking a step closer to him. "Let's make things more interesting. I'm feeling generous today, so why don't we make some memories of our own?" He smirks, reaching out to tuck a stray strand of hair behind Dokyeom's ear. "Or would you rather stay home and sulk about how boring your life is?"
Dokyeom looks away, knowing his intentions too well. "Hyung, i am tired...please." Joshua laughs. "Tired?" He grabs Dokyeom by the arm. "You're not going anywhere, sweetheart. We've got plans tonight." Joshua starts dragging him towards the door. 
Dokyeom hesitates. "Hyung, please." Joshua pushes him against the wall, pinning him there with a hand on his shoulder. "Listen here, you don't get to decide when we're done. Understood? Now shut up and come with me." He starts walking again, pulling Dokyeom along with him, he follows Joshua hesitantly. 
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After several rounds, Joshua finally finishes up and rolls off of dokyeom, lying next to him. Dokyeom lies on the bed, wasted after the session. 
Joshua glances at Dokyeom, a small smirk playing on my lips. "You sure know how to make a guy feel special."
A few days later, Dokyeom comes home and hears strange sounds coming from their bedroom. His legs tremble while walking upstairs, slowly realizing what's happening in their bedroom. 
Joshua hears Dokyeom enter the house and walk up the stairs and makes no attempt to hide what he's doing. 
Dokyeom opens the bedroom door and gasps in shock, seeing Joshua hovering over another guy. Everything felt like it was in slow motion. Dokyeom's bag falls on the floor with a thud and he puts a hand over his mouth in shock and to stop the sob coming from his mouth. 
Joshua looks up at Dokyeom, a smirk on his face. "Look who decided to come home early. Didn't think you'd be back till later."
Dokyeom turns his back to the bedroom and runs to the bathroom downstairs. He cries his heart out, crouched in the corner.
Soon the guy leaves and Dokyeom finds himself back in the same bedroom, laying on the same bed, his boyfriend and another guy just fucked in. He feels disgusted but he knew it was coming, that he had to see it one day, unfortunately that day was today, the day he caught his boyfriend cheating. 
Joshua lights a cigarette beside Dokyeom, who's laying with his back facing him. Joshua leans back against the headboard. "So, that was fun. What did you think?" He blows smoke rings in the air. 
Dokyeom keeps quiet, gritting his teeth and hoping for the night to end. Joshua gets up and walks over to Dokyeom, towering over him. "You've got something to say? Spit it out." He grabs Dokyeom by the chin, forcing him to look up.