chapter 9

                                    

                                          






This chapter contains explicit content such as smut and slurs so readers are advised to read at their own risk.




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"should we do it now?"




"sex, I mean"




The question felt like an icy bucket of water splashed ruthlessly on him. 









Obviously, that is all that matters to him. 




Sex, sex, and only sex



Fucking whore.









A low chuckle from his lips as he pushed Sunoo back into the bed, unintentionally soft, yet his gaze was dark. 




"Sure"




He spoke without emotion, exactly as he had the night before. 




Sunoo could only smile internally, finding the blank stare familiar as he thought;




"Right, you should keep looking at me with hatred or apathy in your eyes. If you look at me differently..I'll start hoping again."




Both remained still as Heeseung positioned himself over him, ignoring the way the omega's breath hitched and his own frantic heartbeat as he began to unbutton the already disheveled shirt.




His ravenous eyes swept over every inch of omega's smooth flesh, and everything exposed to his gaze scorched.




Sunoo's light skin, flushed in places like his shoulders, elbows, and palms, made his throat dry; he wanted to kiss every inch of him, suck and bite those pink and beautifully flushed portions till they left imprints.




The thought alone made his cock stand. He groaned and began removing his husband's pants. 




With his expert fingers, he swiftly removed Sunoo's pants and his wet--




"dripping wet already?" 




He ridiculed, unable to conceal his smirk. He disliked and despised touching him, and now he only wants to ruin him.









Sex is what he wants, right?




Then sex is what he will get.









Sunoo shook under his bigger form, sinking further into the soft mattress beneath him, wishing the bed would swallow him as he fought the temptation to kick the man off of him.









For Suwon.








He recalled himself and closed his eyes as he felt the last piece of clothing taken from his body, leaving him naked and ashamed, but he did not cower away.




He stayed still, entirely surrendering himself to his husband, wishing for the night to end sooner.




It was until he felt it, a warm wet muscle scraping against his scent gland, causing him to gasp and open his eyes in surprise.