7. Trauma

                                    

                                          
Wonyoung Pov
" hey open the door you little bitch !"
Wait...
How ??
Am i not at yujin's home ?
H-how did...
But then i realised i already at my house i mean hell...
The door open wide and I see a man figure which is i knew who's is he.
He's the only one person that i don't want to meet in my entire life !
" Will you satisfy me tonight wonyoung?"
" NOOO GET OFF ME ! HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME ! YOU ARE MY OWN DAD !"
" SHUT UP YOU BITCH ! "
" ARGHHHHHHHH NOOOOO" I shout hardly.
I awake from that nightmare and i look around i found a little knifes.
I can't bear with this anymore !
I'm tired !
I'm dirty !
No one want a woman like me !
" WONYOUNG !" I heard yujin voice.
I look at him while crying so hard.
" Wonyoung look at me..." He said softly.
I look at him.
" Wonyoung give me those knife.."
I shock my head.
" Wonyoung listen to me hey...wonyoung look at me please"
" NO ! IM TIRED OF ALL OF THIS ! ITS BETTER IF I DIED ! "
I align the blade to my wrist and about to cut it but yujin quickly hold the blade which is making his palm bleeding.
I was surprised at first but this not gonna stop me..and i hold the knife more tight so that he can't snatch it from me.
All of sudden he back hug me.
" LET ME GO YUJIN!"
" no not until you listen to me" He said softly.
" IM DIRTY INSIDE N OUT YUJIN PLEASE LET ME GO ! " I shouted... please i don't deserve to be happy..just let me died.
But the hugg become more tight.
" wonyoung i don't know how much you already go through but this is not the good way wonyoung..." He try to persuade me.
" IM DIRTY YUJIN !" I protest.
" what did you mean by that hmm ?" I don't know why is he so kind and still try to make me felt calm.
I use violence way to push him but it's not working at all.
" no your not wonyoung..you will be okay"
" NO YUJIN NO IM DIRTY YUJIN I LOST MY VIRGINITY !" I brust anything that i already hold it for a long time.
Nice all my secret that i keep its just busted like that.
" what makes you say those words wonyoung aaa?"
" please let me go yujin..your hands bleeding because of me"
" no let me hug you for a few more minutes"
" let me go"
He stay still..omg this yujin really..
" yujin your hands must be really hurt just let me go so i can treat this wounds..it's because of me you get this wound"
" It's not as hurt you go through.."
" Yujin please "
Than he whispered at me and i did not expect..it..at...all.
" Please be strong for me wonyoung "