Beyonce Knowles
With money and power comes great reinforcement, the media didn't dare to write about Taraji and I or even Onika.
Onika was impulsive, always acting on her emotions. Of course I knew she didn't go through with the abortion, I let her be to avoid stressing her.
"Beyonce, how long do we have to keep this up?" believe it or not, I cared for Taraji. "until the heat cools down". Of course she knew the real reason why we got married, her parents on the other hand didn't.
I could see the hurt in her eyes, every time we made public appearances. I blamed my father and I for ruining this woman. "Okay, I'll be at the studio today" she left my office.
Taraji owned a record label, but she preferred being in the studio and creating music from scretch. Probably how she met Fantasia.
She did mention working with Fantasia on a song, before the whole wedding fiasco. She is yet to hear from her since we got married. To be honest, I expected Fantasia to fight for Taraji. If anything, that's what hurt Taraji more. How she easily gave up, as if their love was not worth fighting for.
I may be a dick at times but Onika was the only woman who managed to find a home in my heart.
Taraji and I talk, she knows about Onika and the pregnancy, I'd be a fool to lie to her, when she has done nothing but help me even though she had no choice in it.
For months I had a professional trail Onika ensuring she was okay and no paparazzi following her. I even had copies of the sonogram, we had created something so special, I'd still be thankful in another lifetime.
I waited patiently for months until I received a text from her and that was all I needed.
I'd do everything in my power if it meant having Onika back in America to give birth to my child.
Nothing prepared me for her stubbornness. My ways may work with other people but not Onika, she feared me not.
I sent a jet and it came back empty.
You are one stubborn woman.
Say hi to your wife for me. I wonder how she'll react once she finds out her dear wife is expecting. Imagine the stocks, or your parents. Father will not be pleased, oh the icing on the cake, the in laws.
Of all that you've mentioned, I care about my child, how would they feel that their mother kept them away from their parent.
I get it Onika, I hurt you but don't make our child pay for my doings. Don't keep me from my child cause you don't want to take that road with me.
Come back and let me be present for my child's birth, is all I ask. You can be angry at me all you want but don't make me give you a reason to despise.
I'm not ready to come back, if you want to be present, you know the hospital, since you've had me followed this entire time.
You left me no choice.
How about my choice in all of this? You made me a home wrecker.
I'll be in Trinidad in time for the birth, take care.
The more we argued the more I wanted to clear things up. Its for the best that she believes the marriage is real.
