Chapter 28

                                    

                                          
And after that day I didn't visit the museum after dark for about a week
One because I needed to stay after school to practice my roles as an Egyptian princess two because Larry had helped fund a night program meaning they didn't have to keep the tablet a secret anymore.
With the new night program, it was hard for me to go to the museum when there were other people there during the night inspecting the 'CGI' 
I mean we couldn't just say 'Yeah, the tablet brings all the exhibits to life!' yeah no not great.
Also, Larry was trying to get me into the museum-paid internship program
I was grateful that he was helping me get a job I mean Larry helped me with pretty much everything
And for the 2 months, I've been here everything was well great despite the crazy sister the dreams, and all that.
But the best thing about this week was I got a car and my license! Larry was overly excited when he heard about it!
Maybe because he didn't have to drop me off at home anymore but at least he was happy for me!
This week had been going well though just because I hadn't been to the museum didn't mean my dreams would stop 
I was a bit convinced it would but it didn't if anything I felt like it had gotten worse
Every time I looked in a mirror I didn't see myself I saw my sister 
It always sounded too bizarre to me that we were four years about and were practically identical.
When I was born during a solar eclipse and looked identical to my older sister they thought I was a gift from god ironic isn't it?
There were days when I'd see Angie in the corner of my eye and the near heart attacks I got from it 
I mean Angie was strong we were both strong but Angie was crazy and always had it out for me.
My parents sought therapy for her but it never worked 
But there were some days when me and I bonded well where it seemed as if she had forgotten all the hatred she held towards me 
Those were the core memories I always chose to hang on to I mean that was my sister 
The person who helped me tie my shoes occasionally the person who would help me reach high places 
Maybe she didn't hate me and was just not mentally okay 
I always felt as if she didn't have a need to hate me yeah maybe I did get treated a bit better 
And I did blame our parents for favoriting me when there was no need to 
Sometimes I would do things and she would always get the blame and I would feel terrible about it
I always heard our parents speak good about me and when it came to talking about Angie she was a spawn of satan in their eyes which I mean... yeah, maybe just a bit.
What was so special about being born during a solar eclipse I thought a lunar eclipse was amazing considering Angie was born during one.
Our mom always referred to us as the 'Sun' And 'Moon'
I loved the cute little nicknames
Sometimes I would look at pictures of the rare moments when we got along 
It kept me sane I mean it was hard not to go crazy when you were hearing voices and seeing things
I mean I felt absolutely crazy especially when it wouldn't just happen at my house
I would hear voices in school and it was worse when the class tended to get quiet there would be a ringing in my ear and I felt like I would explode 
Everywhere I would go the voices would follow 
It's like they had mixed feelings about me they liked me then they hated me they couldn't make up their mind
Sometimes the voices would tell me when I'd forgotten things like my keys, book bag, and homework 
Sometimes they tell me when something was about to fall so I'd get it before it fell 
And some days they'd just yell... not like yelling words just straight screaming 
They wake me up out of my sleep if see things move in the corner of my eye 
Living alone was the scariest thing ever I felt alone and scared at night 
Sometimes I'd wake up not being able to move 
My room door would open by itself sometimes I couldn't handle it and would stay up all night 
They couldn't make up their mind about me 
But after today I'd be able to go to the museum tomorrow as long as the voices to trick me into jumping out the window 
It wouldn't be the first time they've tried to convince me to do it 
One time I was sleeping and I woke up to the sound of my door slamming shut and when I tell you it scared the crap out of me I mean I screamed when I woke up 
The door had locked itself keeping me in my room 
I had laid back down when I heard my window opening slowly 
It was just straight-up paranormal activities
When I went to close the window since it was freezing all I heard was 'Jump' 
It scared me because it didn't sound like it was in my head it sounded as if somebody was standing right next to me
I had fell back and got back up quickly 
It wasn't just scary I mean it was terrifying I had closed the window and turned the lights on in my room and grabbed my phone 
Sometimes I wish I had taken Larry's offer and stayed at his house I mean maybe since I wasn't alone half of this wouldn't happen?
I mean I just wanted somebody there to tell me it was just in my head
But sometimes the voices sounded like someone I knew sometimes it would sound like my mom...
It was terrifying and it needed to be stopped before something bad happened...
What would you do if your door randomly slammed shut while you slept?
I'd explode :D