"I am tired of all this shit, I don't want to live!"
"I will give you every reason to live just ~Stay with me~"
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Top yeonjun
Bottom beomgyu
warning ⚠️:-
abusive language
mention of child abuse
Su!c!de mentioning
No one's Pov:- "Oiiiii, kaii wait uppppp!!!" Soobin said as he ran behind kai to catch up with him. "Well, let's go then" taehyun said as he walked our of the classroom only leaving yeonjun and beomgyu behind.
Yeonjun was staring at the shorter boy's state. He had bandages on his hand and scars on his face. For some reason it made yeonjun feel uneasy
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(I couldn't find any other photo srry) "Ummm....is there something..wrong?" Beomgyu quietly asked yeonjun as he noticed the boy staring at him for a while. "Uhh.....oh no sorry if I made you uncomfortable, let's go" yeonjun quickly apologized and went to wait outside of class for beomgyu. They both made their way to the library silently without uttering a single word.
(Inside the library) "Finally you both are here, what took you guys so long huh????" Kai asked as he saw the two males approaching their table.
"Sorry kai, I needed to take something from my locker" yeonjun lied to kai. "Oh, it's ok let's start" kai said as beomgyu and yeonjun sat beside each other as those were the only seats left.
"So, where should we start from???" Taehyun asked as everyone looked at him. "Hmm...I think we should probably divide the work properly so that it can be done efficiently and quickly" soobin suggested the idea as everyone quickly agreed to it, "yeah, it will be more convenient that way , good thinking soobin" yeonjun said as he praised the male sitting infront of him. "Okay, so me and soobin hyung can do the art or the modelling of the project, taehyunnie can do the research as he is the smartest and beomgyu and yeonjunnie hyung can prepare the presentation" kai suggested "fine with me" "yeah I am fine with it too" soobin and taehyun agreed to the idea. "Yeah I guess it's fine I agree too" yeonjun said while leaning back on the chair. They all looked at beomgyu as he didn't give an answer. "What about you hyung you didn't say anything, you don't want t- " "I am okay with it too" beomgyu quickly said cutting of kai. "Ooookay then it's settled" kai said cheerfully, "let gooo soobinnie hyung we need to look for ideas. We will be in the art corner." Kai said as he held soobin's hand and left. "Well I am gonna go do the research bye " taehyun also quickly left leaving the other two left sitting alone.....again (deja vu?).
"Uhh....so..." yeonjun started making the younger look at him. As they made eye contact yeonjun felt like he was being sucked into beomgyu's brown orbs. They seemed like an endless void. Yeonjun quickly snapped out of it and continued "yeah...umm how about we do some searching to you know", "okay" was the only thing beomgyu said before he got up to go search. "Wait beomgyuuu, I am coming too!" Yeonjun said loudly earning a glare from the librarian. "Sorry miss" yeonjun said quietly following the shorter boy to do some searching.
"Sooo, u found something yet?" Yeonju. Asked beomgyu. "No, I didn't. did you?" Beomgyu asked yeonjun the same question. "Not really, uhh....by the way I have a question. Can I ask?" Yeonjun asked for the younger's consent before asking the question. "You can ask it " beomgyu said while reading a book. "Why do u have so many bruises?" The question made the younger freeze in his spot. Beomgyu gulped down his saliva as he was really nervous, he didn't think that the older would ask this question. "U-uh w-well I skate alot s-so sometimes i fall down and get hurt" beomgyu said while stuttering. "Ohhh...ok let's continue searching" yeonjun tried to remain calm.
He knew that those bruises were not from falling, it looked like glass scratches and bruises that can be caused when someone is punched but he didn't wanted to make the younger uncomfortable by asking this question.
(After some hours) They were all sitting the table focusing on the project when suddenly beomgyu stood up and grabbed his backpack. "What happened hyung?" Kai asked. "I need to go as i...I have a part time job" beomgyu said quickly and bid his goodbye and ran out of the library. "That was strange" taehyun said. " let him go guys he is probably busy, I know beomgyu hyung he doesn't lie" kai said as he went back to focusing on the project. They all went back to concentrating at the project again.
Beomgyu's Pov:- I was running really quickly as it was almost 8pm and if my dad found out that I was out till 8 then he will not spare me.
I quickly reached my house and unlocked the door and entered in sighing while closing the door.
No one's Pov:-
"Where the f*ck were you?", beomgyu felt his body go numb as he heard the voice. It was his father standing behind beomgyu. "F-father I was at s-school, we were assigned a p-project" beomgyu answered him father. "Choi beomgyu, answer me at what time are you expected to reach home?" His father asked him calmly, "b-before 8 p-pm" beomgyu answered his father. "Right, and at what time did u reach home?" "Dad i-i am sorry, i-i a-am sorry please" beomgyu said while tears were forming in his threatened to spill, "Oh, you are sorry now? Well too bad I already made up my mind. Kneel down" Beomgyu's dad ordered him as he took out his belt. "Dad p-please I am s-sorry" beomgyu said while tears were falling down his face. "I SAID KNEEL DOWN YOU PIECE OF SH*T!" Beomgyu's dad shouted at beomgyu. Beomgyu kneeled down infront of his father as he knew the consequences.
"YOU ARE EXPECTED TO REACH HOME ON TIME" Beomgyu's father whipped out the belt and hitted beomgyu's back. Beomgyu screamed in pain as it stung on his back, his father continuously until beomgyu seemed like he was half dead. "DONT MAKE ME REPEAT MYSELF, GO INTO YOUR ROOM AND NO FOOD FOR A WEEK, fucking imbecile" his fathered shouted at him before going into his room.
Beomgyu stumbled trying to get up. He slowly went up to his room and changed his clothes putting some ointment on his wounds. After that he cried himself to self to sleep.
------------------------------♡----------------------------- (In the morning)
Beomgy got up feeling tired. He quickly went into the washroom. He looked at himself in the mirror, his eyes were bloodshot red and puffy from crying last night. He did hid routine and wore his clothes. He wore a big hoodie to cover up the wounds from yesterday. He then looked in the mirror to check himself one more time.
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He then quietly made his way downstairs and left his house.
(During 4th period) It had beeom a shitty day according to beomgyu as he couldn't concentrate on studies because of his hunger. He was walking through the corridor, when suddenly he felt like everything was spinning around him, before he could react his body felt numb and his eyes blacked out.
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