- We can do a DNA test.
- Jay... - she says in an angrier tone. - I don't want you to do that.
- And I want you to have the answers to your questions. I can't stand you torturing yourself for not knowing, much less being mistaken.
- Maybe I prefer to be deceived.
- But it shouldn't.
- Let's not start. - She walks away from him irritated.
- Actually, I think we should. Erin, if you have doubts you shouldn't be left in the dark wondering if it can or can't be.
- Maybe I don't want to know. I don't want to because there is a possibility that my life would have been different, that the only person I trusted my entire life could have deceived me, I don't know if I could handle that Jay, can you understand me?
- I can, but I still don't agree. Erin, are you going to live with this doubt?
- Why do you want to know so much? You always insist on going against my wishes...
- This is not true.
- No? When Jimmy showed up, I said I didn't want you to check his finances and you did, I told you not to do the DNA and you did, so what if I want to close my eyes? What if I don't want to know? -she says, raising her voice a little, frustration and irritation clear in her tone and Jay wasn't far away.
- Because I love you, I can't stand to sit by and watch the people you should be able to count and trust lying to you, you don't deserve to be deceived Erin. It's better for you to know whether or not he's your father than to live a lie any longer.
- What difference would it make? What's done is done, I'm not going to go back in time and have a better life just because I discovered this. Quite the contrary, if he was really my biological father, I don't know if I would be able to forgive him, so the only difference it would make was that I would lose him.
- So you prefer to live a lie, wondering if he is or not? - Jay questions.
- I don't fucking know, I don't know. - she says and passes her hand over her face holding back the tears and Jay takes a deep breath.
Erin finds Jay sitting on the bed with a book in his hand, she doesn't care much when she approaches, takes the book from his hands leaving it on the nightstand and climbs into his lap. Jay holds her waist and accepts it easily when she kisses him. It was soft and calm and he reciprocated with the same intensity.
He quickly realized she didn't want to talk when she pulled his shirt over his head. He gladly accepted and started to unbutton her shirt, she had already taken off her blazer when she arrived so it was one less piece for him to remove. As soon as he finished unbuttoning it, she didn't even stop the kisses to take off her shirt and as soon as she was out, she started unbuttoning her bra herself, Jay realized that she was in a hurry and as soon as her bra was also off, he grabbed her. He lay down on the bed, getting on top of her and moving his lips away for a second.
- Did you lock the door? - he asks and she smiles while nodding. They would never make the same mistake again, Charlotte didn't deserve this trauma in her life.
Jay knew Lindsay was in a hurry, but he was going to give her all the affection she deserved. He kisses her neck, moving down to her breasts and she moans with pleasure, but already moving her hands down to unbutton her pants. Jay helps her take off the missing pieces while he gets up to take off his pajama shorts and underwear. As soon as they are both naked, Lindsay wasted no time pulling him into a kiss with one hand and the other already guiding him towards her entrance until he takes her to her limit, both taking their time until they reach climax.