56~lucky charm

                                    

                                          
MEERA'S POV 18 
He was thrusting inside me and my body moved with the jerk......
After every few minutes he was moving more inside me and i felt that now i am full, but no....another moment he make me realise that he has more to give....
Tears brimmed in my eyes as he moved deeper and he leaned and kissed my eye.....
"Is it too much? "He asked me and i shook my head in no as it is as pleasurable as painful as it is....
He moved faster now and i fisted bed sheet, tight in my hand.....and closed my eyes tight as weird sounds left my mouth without my permission....
Suddenly he lost control and started doing it with animalistic speed....
"Ahnnnn......Rudraaaaaaaaaa "i cried but he wasn't able to hear and continued doing it....
I tried to bear it.....it is my first time and this is getting too much to handle....i don't know if it's pain or this is how it is....i feel something twisting in my stomach and a knot formed .....i  feel like i am in air.....i need to get down from this high.....it is way too much.......i can't handle these sensations....
When i could not handle it anymore...i kept my hand on his chest and pushed him backward as i myself tried to move away
"Rudra, it's hurting "i said but my voice came out slow....
He moved away in urgency and got off me ....
"I am sorry....i am really sorry......i don't know how i lost control .....i am sooo sorry to hurt you "he apologised again and again....
I don't know why i said that its hurting, it was not pain rather it was too much pleasure that i couldn't handle.....
Now when he has left me empty, i realised that it was not the urge to pee, but i think this is what is called orgasm .....i have read about it but never knew how it feels....
He got down from the bed and said 
"Let me bring warm water, i will clean you " 
I looked at him now, completely naked and damn! He is big......that's why he felt so deep....
I held his hand and stopped him.....he looked back at me in confusion...
"Finish it first "i said and he looked down at him and then replied..
"It's okay! I will manage "
I got up from the bed and pushed him lightly on the bed and then myself climbed on him ....
I sat on him and took his length inside me....because i want to release that knot formed inside....
I rode him and seeing his expressions gave me confidence.....his face was clearly saying how much pleasure he is in....
I moved fast though it was difficult......
After riding him for a few more minutes,my body shivered with the sharp release of the knot as i reached my orgasm for the first time in my life....
It was now difficult after release to move, yet i did it....
After a few more moves, he got excited and started thrusting upwards and held my head and kept it on his chest as his other hand held both my hands back while he was thrusting inside me senslessly...he flipped our positions and now i was under him while he continued doing it...
He released inside me as a warm liquid filled me and our mixed juices dripped down my thighs, ......he laid on me leaving all his weight on me and i got crushed under his heavy weight....