Mine

                                    

                                          
Don't say it, don't say it was all I kept telling myself in my head over and over. The L word. How could I even think I could have those feelings already?
"What's wrong baby" he asked out of breath. 
"Nothing, i- Noah that was amazing, and if we're moving too fas-" Before I could finish he covered my mouth with his hand.
"Shh, baby, you're mine," he said as he placed his forehead onto mine and kissed me hard. I melted right back into his arms. 
"Wait so I'm officially your girlfriend now" I said sarcastically, joking. Which made him laugh thankfully. 
"Baby, I think you've been mine since the moment I saw you, as creepy as that might sound" 
"And you're mine Noah, it's always been you, I just never knew it" 
I kissed him and we both fell asleep holding onto one another. 
"Wake up baby, we've got to get rolling, The guys will be here soon to go over the show tonight" 
I woke up to my body feeling heavy. As if I had gotten hit by a semi truck. This tour life is hard. But worth it. I chugged my coffee and threw my hair in a messy bun. I was in no mood to be dressy today so I wore Leggings and one of Noah's t-shirts. 
"God you being so neat will probably always drive me crazy" I said as I watched him pack his bag. 
Before he could playfully argue back the guys walked into the room. 
"Whoa, what happened in here" folio said as he scanned our hotel room.
"I think the love birds finally did it" jolly said.
"Our boy isn't a virgin anymore!!!" Nicholas said as he gave folio a high-five. 
"Fuck you guys" Noah said as he rolled his eyes. 
"And flowers too, our boy is in love Nicholas" folio said as he picked up the roses. 
"About damn time" Nicholas said as he took a sip of his coffee. 
"Sarah we are only teasing, we are happy for you guys seriously" folio said as he gave me a fist bump. 
"All good folio" I said as I yawned. 
"Wore ya out didn't he?" Jolly said laughing. 
"Alright enough, get out" Noah yelled and I laughed. He hated when the guys gave him shit over me but I always found it funny. 
"Dude we have to go over tonight's show, you said you wanted to change it up" Nicholas said holding up the set list. 
He paused for a second, looked at me and then back at the guys.
"I did indeed, I want Sarah to come out and sing Just Pretend with me" 
I spit my coffee out and started coughing. Noah walked over and pat me on the back. As I continued to cough I choked out.
"You want me to what!" 
"I want you to come out on stage and sing with me" 
"No! Absolutely not!" 
"I think it's a great idea" folio said stoned faced. 
"Shut up folio" I said as I threw my hand up to him. 
"Baby why not, you're really good and I think the fans would like it" Noah said as he reached for my hand. I pulled away from him and started pacing the floor. 
"Noah I can't sing in front of all those people, I just can't do it, please don't ask me to do this" 
"Sarah we can practice it as many times as you'd like today, we've got all day, you can do this and noah is right, the fans would really enjoy it" Nicholas said.
"Or they will hate it and me, sorry to put it this way babe but it's true, you guys are already sex symbols so imagine how they are gonna react when you bring me on" 
"I don't give a shit what they think, I want you to sing with me, please" 
People already had assumed Noah and poppy had some sort of relationship because of their song together. The last thing I wanted was to upset their fans. And cause any issues for the band. It was risky enough that I was even on this tour with them. Maybe I should just pack it up and go back home. I sat on the bed in silence and the guys just stared at me. I wanted to throw up. 
"I- I'll do it, if it's what you really want" 
Noah picked me up from the bed and spun me around in excitement. I just want to make him happy. So I was willing to do whatever. 
"Alright it's set, as the intro to Just Pretend plays we will introduce Sarah to the crowd" the guys gave Noah a thumbs up. And we all headed to the venue for soundcheck. I was a nervous wreck.