everything.. // - ch.1 (editing)

                                    

                                          
(TW: R@PE.. i wrote this chapter a few month's ago and i wont be writing anything like this again)
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NO ONE POV
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Small tear's welled up into his eye's as he sat in the dim lit alleyway, hidden away from crowd's, his knee's up to his face as he sniffled softly, he sat there for what seemed like hour's was only 20 minute's, he huffed as he carefully wiped away his tear's with the sleeve of his haori.
He kept himself from crying any more, he slowly stood back up, almost stumbling over to the floor, only catching himself with the wall that was in front of him, he held onto the wall for support before shakily taking a deep breath and releasing the wall.
A small wince came from him as he released the wall, his leg's shaky and hurting, he huffed as he slowly started recovery breathing, he let out a soft sigh as he stood up straight, his leg's still hurting a small bit, but he decided that he'd just walk it off.
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GIYUU POV. 
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(flashback)
' ' my apologizes sir. ' ' GI (GI = GIYUU)
I spoke in a stoic tone as i apologized for bumping into the person, i rubbed my elbow which i had bumped into the person with, i turned my gaze from the floor to the person that i had bumped into, i didn't recognize them yet.
' ' watch where your fucking going! ' ' ???
The person grabbed my wrist forcefully, i winced with the grip they were using, i huffed as i turned my gaze back to the person, i pulled my arm away forcefully from him, i paused for a second, i felt like i knew this person.
' ' well hello yuri. ' ' ???
I froze for a second before the person yanked my wrist back to them, i felt like i knew this person, did i? I paused as i tried to recognize them, how did they know my deadname? Nobody expect sato knew.. (basic ass name yes ik)
' ' what? you don't recognize me anymore? ' ' SA (SA = SATO)
My eye's widened out of shock, my heart stopped for what seemed a few second's, i yanked my wrist away but sato held it back, i couldn't release sato's grip on my arm, why was his grip so tight.
Wait, that's not the important thing here, sato died year's ago, how was he here, this wasn't right, my heart started racing as my mind raced with question's now that i saw sato, it confused me, and also scared me.
' ' what's wrong? ' ' ???
I couldn't speak, it felt like a lump inside my throat, as much as i wanted to speak, as much as i wanted to run, i couldn't, i froze, everything around me felt like it was in slow motion, my muscle's suddenly tensed.
' ' let- let go..-  ' ' GI
The lump in my throat grew larger then before, my vision repeatedly went blurry, i should run, i should... But i can't, why? Sato forcefully dragged into a alley way before i even knew what was happening, my breath felt like it was going short. (basically a panic attack ig)
I was dizzy, everything was dizzy, my vision was blurry, it felt like i couldn't breathe right, my vision went black, everything was dark, but i could still feel everything that was happening to my body, even tho i didn't want to, i could still feel it, why?
I couldn't speak, i was to scared to move, but i wanted to, i was afraid of what would happen, dammit, I'm a hashira, why am i scared, i shouldn't be scared, dammit.
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(STILL EDITING)
I eventually woke up, my body was sore, i hated it, why did i meet HIM again?
I grabbed my clothes that were on the ground next to me, my body hurts so much, i could barely walk.
' ' WANNA BET ' ' ?
I heard a voice in the distance as i walked out the alleyway, my hair was a mess as i tied it back into a low ponytail as i decided to walk over to the voice.
' ' whatever! ' ' ?
As i walked over i only stared at the ground until i reached the voice that i heard, i looked up, to be honest it felt like i just wanted to collapse and sulk in my estate, i didn't want to be here.
' ' what is it tomioka? ' ' Sa
I only stared at the cafe that the two voice's came out from as they both waited for a response from me.
' ' hello?? ' ' Ob
One of the two voice's waved their hand infront of my face as i sightly spaced out before looking back to them.
' ' the hell happened to you? ' ' Sa
It felt like tear's would just stream down my face any minute now.
(IN MY AU GIYUU DOESN'T REALLY TALK ALOT IF HE DOES HE ONLY SAY'S LIKE 1-2 WORD'S THEN DOESN'T SPEAK AT ALL OR SUM).
' ' uh..uhm i need to go actua..lly sorry. ' ' Gi
I quickly ran out of there as tear's started to stream down my face as i pasted by kanroji and uzui who were talking about their past mission, the two of them quickly noticed me as tear's streamed down my face while i was running out of the village to my estate. (keep in mind giyuu's estate is like 2 hours nd 30 mins)
As i walked to my estate i noticed cherry blossom tree's near a lake, i sighed to myself as i walked over to one of the many cherry blossom tree's as i leaned against a stump as i still felt tear's running down my face as i sat down, dammit i can't believe that i just let basically kanroji and uzui see me cry, of fucking course.
(his estate is like 1 hours and 2 minute's away now or smthh)
My leg's hurt like hell now, it felt like i was going to pass out any second now, everything hurt's, as i thought about that i couldn't control my emotion's as tear's slowly streamed down my face, this day just felt like hell.
As i got up i fell down to my knee's, it felt like my leg's just gave up, it hurts to even try too walk, nonetheless i still got up and tried to get up and walk.
' ' ouch! ' ' Gi
I spoke as i fell accidently hitting my head, just great i thought, either way i needed to get too my estate, i managed to stand up, of course i wombled around when i walked, and it hurt like hell.
I made it to my estate after around 2 hour's, well, i guess this is one of the worst day's ever huh, it's already midnight
' ' HEY YURI~! ' ' 
A voice spoke as i leaned against the doorframe of my bedroom as i scanned the room for a aura/person, there was nothing there, but WHO spoke?
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uhm have a cliffhanger
ALSO FOR THOSE WHO ACTUALLY SAW THEFIRST CHAPTER THISIS A REAMAKE SO UHM YHH IG
IDK IF IM LIKING THIS SO FAR BUT YH PLSS TELL ME IF U LIKE IT..
ALSO IM PROB GONNA ADD GIYUU'S PAST AND LIKE HEADCANNON'S ETC ETC LATER OR TTN
ITS 5AM TAHT I JS FINISHED WRITING THIS SO YH IMA PROB START WRTING GIYUU'S PAST NOW OR HEADCANNON AND STUFF!!
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