Chapter 4

                                    

                                          
" Say something, I'm giving up on you."
                          
Amorah
                          
After I carried Draya back to Dre's mom house, I headed over to Austin's. It's going to be a difficult thing to do but I cannot be with him anymore & it's only fair that I leave him alone & move on with my life.
                          
As soon as I got to his house, I closed my eyes tightly and breathed in and out before I stepped out of my car. When I got out of the car, I readjusted my purse on my shoulder and then locked the doors.
                          
A few seconds later, I was at his door knocking on it. In the matter of seconds, he opened up the door with his gorgeous smile. I smiled back and hugged him.
                          
He closed the door behind me then followed me into his living room. The both of us sat besides each other and just stared for a moment.
                          
" We need to talk." I said as I broke the silence.
                          
" Talk to me." He answered.
                          
" Umm, I want to break up." I told him. He swallowed extremely hard and thought for a moment before he woke up.
                          
" Still in love, with your baby daddy huh." He asked as he chuckled.
                          
" I'm neglecting my daughter because I'm always around you and I need to be there for her." I said.
                          
" It isn't my fault you are neglecting her Princess. I'm not putting a gun to your head and telling you to be around me constantly. I ain't responsible for your actions, so you shouldn't make it seems as if I am the cause of you neglecting Draya." He said.
                          
" Nobody is trying to dispute that it is your fault. I just don't want to be in a relationship right now. My main priority is my daughter and myself and I can't do this." I answered.
                          
" If that's what you want then so be it." He tossed.
                          
" Wow, you're saying that as if you don't care." 
                          
" I do care, but you only care about yourself. Once Princess is happy that's all what matters. Besides, you still stuck on your baby daddy." He said.
                          
" Too be honest, I love Deandre & nobody can change that." I answered truthfully.
                          
" That's why you and him need to be together." He tossed.
                          
" Just because I love him doesn't mean it's a must we be together." I said.
                          
" But you know that's what you want to do so stop frontin'." He said laughing.
                          
" What's so funny." I questioned.
                          
" I'm glad you said this earlier because I was about to fall in love with you." He said. I scratched my hair through my weave and thought about what I should say.
                          
" I didn't know you were feeling me that much."
                          
" I told you I love you what does that mean." He questioned.
                          
" I know you said it & honestly I started to love you too but I love my daughter more."
                          
" That's understandable Princess. I ain't even tripping." He said.
                          
" What now." I asked.
                          
" We can be friends, I like your company anyway." He said.
                          
" Can I ask you something again." I asked.
                          
" Mhm."
                          
" What did Dre really get locked up for." I asked. Austin went quiet and got into his thoughts.
                          
" Too be honest, I really sent him to jail. I was afraid that if he's free, you won't leave him alone." 
                          
" How did you do that." I asked.