Dirty

                                    

                                          
Enzo - Royal Oak pack
It's been two days since that filthy parasite has left my territory.  I called a pack meeting on the day they took her and explained to my pack members what she had done.
I needed to be honest with them.  The looks of shock and pity on their faces were expected but the support I have received from them wasn't.
I guess I should have known they would rally around even though I felt undeserving.  I wanted every single thing she had touched burned to the ground.  
So they came in force, removals, interior decorators.  Furniture makers.  Wolves were talented creatures and my home is currently undergoing a vast transformation by them.  It's humbling.  They understand that I can't be around anything she has touched.  
It's bad enough looking at myself if the mirror.  I honestly want to nor my own cock off.  I have spent hours in the shower scrubbing myself raw.  
This morning I have had a full health check in my facility.  Our kind don't get sexual diseases but I felt it necessary, i just didn't know anything when it came to that women.  As I dissected more of the memories from Cara I realise I need to speak with the King.  I think I may be privvi to many more crimes she has committed.  
I have new linens arriving shortly, then every piece of fabric and furniture has been replaced in my suite along with a whole new interior design.  
After just two days, it doesn't look like the same place anymore which Im immensely pleased about.  Watching all my old furniture go up in smoke was so satisfying, especially that stinking bed, we burned it all whilst my pack stood around, beers in hand, enjoying the occasion as much as me. 
Another phone call comes through to my office about my new clothing arriving shortly.  I have given away every other item I own.  When I say I needed her stripped from my life I meant it, I will be purging the whole pack house starting with this desk next.  
It's fortunate that she didn't go further afield.  I think of the time that she insisted I fuck her and scent her against several trees in that part of the forest.  "I'll Fell them" and Reme agrees so that's exactly what I'll arrange.  We can use that for firewood and that can go up in smoke too.  
I need another shower I think to myself .  I head up to my suite, I'm amazed at the newness of it all.  It still looks cosy and rustic but much lighter and airier than it previously did.  I head to the bathroom that is being remodelled in the coming days, I cringe at the shower cubicle but again I put the water to a scolding temperature and scrub myself raw.  I need to get a handle on this before my skin falls off.  
When I'm done in the shower Reme perks up in my head.  He is thinking of Blade.  She is all he thinks about now.  Blade licking him.  Him chasing her, grooming each other.  He lets off a little satisfied sigh.  I'm sure you'll see your girlfriend soon I say teasing him whilst he wags his tail.  It stumped me when I felt the love that Remi carries for the she wolf.  He wants to protect her and make her happy, much like a mate.  It's something I will have to ask my uncle about.  
I think about her human counterpart too.  More than I should.  I have never felt so much peace as I do around her.  I wonder if that's one of her gifts?  That and beauty perhaps?  She could seduce anyone with her beautiful eyes I think dreamily.  
Then it slaps me in the face, no one will ever be interested in me after what Cara has put me through.  God's I think of all the sex, filthy disgusting sex.  The video she made us do.  The fact that she always wanted me to watch my cock in whatever crevice I was inside of - it was all to make sure the vision would be their for my fated.  I feel the anger surge through me again.  
I always thought I would want to look in to the eyes of my mate whilst we made love.  I wanted it to be sweet and meaningful with my mate.  
I guess because it wasn't a proper bond the things that I cherished in the past didn't mean anything with her so I just followed along with her lustfull spell.  It was scary how realistic it was though.  I genuinely loved her.  I would have walked the earth for her.  When the magic snapped it all went with it.  I didn't even find her attractive.  
She has never been my type nor would anyone like her be my type in the future.  I felt repulsed by her whiny voice too.  I shake my head I can't keep thinking about it.  I have to shut it out somehow or I will go crazy.  
Heading back to my office I realise how behind I have got.  I wasn't present at all whilst she was here.  
I press dial on the handset and wait for my uncle to pick up.  Once he does he sounds tired.  I know he has a lot on his plate.  "Uncle" I've had some more disturbing images from her memories I need to share.  He perks up at this, he wants to make sure no one else is suffering like I am.  
I tell him about the pup she had given birth to previously and abandoned outside a nearby pack.  I also tell him about the potions she had given to other she wolfs to bring on their heat.  As they were not expecting it, it often lead to them being caught off in compromising situations and raped.  
A wolf in heat is not something you can control and whatever unmated males are around will be forced to mount her it's in our DNA.  Who does that for their own satisfaction?  
I think back on how untouched she felt.  Is there a spell to hide the fact she has given birth and slept with half the kingdom?.   
I say my goodbye's to my uncle "will you be coming for the trial?" He asks.  "I couldn't not go" I tell him.  I need to see her suffer and pay for the pain she has caused me.
See you soon we both say before the line goes dead.
I decide to go and check up on my father.  He's a broken arrow.  Upset at my mothers meddling in my life and more upset about what I have been through as a consequence.  
He must feel lost without her, it's difficult to be away from your mate for too long.
How could she have hidden this from him.  I thought they were a solid my parents.  I never realised quite how obsessed she had become with my sex life or more specially her need for a grand pup.
I sit beside him in silence for a long while.  Just knowing we are beside each other gives us the temporary peace that we need.