chapter:5 A little flashback.

                                    

                                          
Xiao Bai's face immediately turned cold. 
He stood there silently with a cold face, his beautiful and calm eyes, were, now filled with cold light. 
He slowly spoke word by word, "I won't go." 
As if he was afraid that the butler hasn't heard him he repeated, "I won't go." 
He paused and then added, "Tell her I won't go." 
Then he walked straight pass the butler and closed the door of his room with a bang. 
Uncle Li, the butler sighed. 
Sure enough young master still doesn't like that woman. 
He thought then turned around and left. 
Inside the luxurious room...
Xiao Bai covered his face with a pillow. 
This world was his second world. He doesn't properly remembers what happened in his first world but he intuitively felt that he failed his mission in that world and  his experience in that world was pretty bad, anyways because of his failure he got the system to supervise him. And this was his second world that is to say that at that time he was still young. Young enough to be rebellious towards the 'arrangements' made for him to act on. 
At that time he was just newly 'created' , he didn't know much about this world. He was very curious. He remembers that here for the first time he had a 'mother' who loved him. In this world...he was born unlike the first world where he was simply transferred. 
His mother was very kind and beautiful. However there is a saying that kind people die first. His mother died. How did she die? Well it's a very complicated story. His father who once loved his mother got attached to another woman. Actually it would be bad to say attached but he did have a one night stand with a woman with unknown background. Later he refused to be responsible as he was already married. He tried to give money to that woman and settle the matter. However what he didn't know was that, that woman was the only daughter of Lu company. At that time his father didn't have any strong foothold in Beijing. He was new in business, young and promising. That woman also didn't want to ruin a married man's life so they agreed to not have anything to do with each other however later that woman learned that she was pregnant.That woman was terrified and told everything to her family, her family were really mad at her and immediately asked my father to divorce my pregnant mother and marry their daughter. That woman felt guilty towards my mother so she decided to confess everything to my mother and ask her to raise her child after she gives birth as she couldn't take care of him due to her family issues. That woman didn't know that his mother was pregnant. As His mother was only a month pregnant at that time. His mother was hit hard by what she said. That woman was already 7 months pregnant at that time. His mother went back home that day with a stern look on her face. He still remembers that he was 9 years old at that time and for the first time he saw his mother who was always kind and soft, so determined. She stubbornly asked his father to explain. His father was flustered and ashamed. They had a big fight that day. His mother packed all her stuff and asked his father for divorce. She took his hand in her one hand and on her another hand she took the car keys. He still remembers that her hands were trembling and she was crying bitterly as she opened the door and walked out. His father chased her and refused to divorce the woman he had lived with for 10 years but he couldn't stop her. He watched as she drove her car away. Nobody knew that she was pregnant. She was very excited to tell her husband that she was pregnant but she just had to hear about the good deeds of that man whom she had deeply loved on that day. 
On that rainy night many lives were ruined. On the way back to his grandparents home, because of his mother's unstable emotions and the heavy rain her car slammed with an unstable truck. Two lives were lost in a car accident. He still remembers that his mother tightly held him in her embrace so he wouldn't be hurt in any possible way. That was the last time. The last time that he hugged his mother. He lost his mother. His father lost his soul, his wife. His unborn sibling lost their life before even coming to this world.
Later the Lu family came and forced his father to marry their daughter just after his mother's death. His father became distanced from the family and his grandparents took him with them. His father didn't raise any objections after all he looked so much like his mom. Who would like to see a photocopy of their late wife running in the house? He looked really similar to his mother when he was little. 
Xiao Bai was lost in his memories. He felt sad. All these years he couldn't help but blame that woman and...his father. But...what could even be done now? His mother was no longer here. There was no point so he should just let it go. But he still didn't want to meet them. Xiao Bai was still immersed in thoughts when suddenly....
[Hostttttttttttttttttttt] 
                                    ....he heard the system's cheerful voice and snapped out of his thoughts.
He smiled sadly and asked the system whats wrong. 
The system replied that he found the reason why he suddenly doesn't remember anything about the plot properly. 
Xiao Bai looked at the system with doubts and said, "You really found out?" 
The system said proudly, [host nothing is impossible for this almighty system] 
Xiao Bai looked at the system with a doubtful look raised an eyebrow and said," real or not?" 
The system swore to heavens[really real! More real then gold!] 
Xiao Bai smiled slightly and asked the reason. 
Bye bye~ 
That's it for today~ 
Author's littler corner: 
XB's future husband (wifey): hugs Xiao Bai  "My little white~ you know that □□ loves you right? Don't be sad your mama must be happy for you" 
Xiao Bai who was obediently getting hugged without any fuss: "Hn."
He was actually very comfortable...
XB's wife: "so obedient?" 
Xiao Bai hummed with an obedient smile on his face. He looked easy to bully.
....so XB wife's eyes darkened looking at his beautiful, handsome and obedient darling. 
Later that day Xiao Bai wore turtleneck shirt. 
Xiao Bai: "I love and hate it at the same time." 
He was marked(bitten on the neck)again by his wife...