Chapter 5

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* darcys pov*

" come on Darcy, work today!" Jack yelled in my ear.

" fuck off Jack!" I whine putting the blankets over my head.

" I told you that you should've gone to that party last night!" He said.

" Alex didn't say it was a party. He just said come over on Friday" I said what Alex said in a deep voice.

" I'm starting to worry about you Darcy" he said sitting on the side of my bed.

" don't you start" I roll my eyes.

" yes Darcy I am starting. What happened to the Darcy I knew?" He said.

" I thought you liked this Darcy. We are fuck buddies remember?!" I said sitting up in bed.

" no I don't like this Darcy and we aren't! We fucked twice in one night because we were drunk and we joked about being fuck buddies but we aren't" he said.

" if your going to be like this, then I'm leaving! I came here cause I thought you were going to be all cool with this! I've finally come out of the true Darcy and everyone is shooting me down!" I said.

" Darcy your telling yourself that this is the true Darcy but it isn't! This is the Darcy that gives you nightmares, the one that does bad things and likes it. This Darcy has finally crept into you and your letting it!" Jack yelling getting up.

I didn't know what to say. He is so right I had nothing to say. I'm letting this evil Darcy creep into me but at the same time I think I want it too.

" I'm sick of being that Darcy. I want this Darcy now, Jack. " I whispered looking down.

" whatever" he spat getting up and leaving the room.

I tucked my knees up to my chest and cried. Without thinking of the idea first, I rushed to my suitcase and grabbed my make up out and grabbed a razor. I sat on the floor and started slicing over the scars that I did recently.

Who am I?

Darcy never used to fake a laugh and a smile, she never cut, she never slept with every guy in canvas, she never wore slutty clothes, she never spoke to her brother and his friends so rudely. the other Darcy was so boring, she never got guys, Niall left her, she wasn't fun to hang with, she told herself she was happy when actually she wasn't.

I smirked as the blood ran down my arm onto my leg.

I smirked when I realised that this Darcy is here to stay.

Goodbye old Darcy.

* Eleanor's pov*

" I don't want to lose her Lou" I nervously said.

" El, babe it's going to work" Louis said wrapping his arms around me.

" what if she hates me for what I did" I cried.

" I'll tell her that I forced you to do it" he said rubbing my back.

I miss Darcy so, so much. I want the Darcy who would let me drag her to the shops and chose her clothes, the one who was always laughing and smiling, the one who make stupid jokes, the one who was so into the future she never thought of the past, the one that was my best friend.

I really hope Louis plan works cause I really want my best friend back.

" here's the phone." Louis said passing me the phone.

I grabbed the phone and rang the number I've been dreading to call.

" hello?" A heavy breathing girl said.

" hey Darcy" I said.

" whatever you-" she started to rant but I stopped her.

" Darcy no, I was thinking we could go shopping. Just the two of us, tomorrow. " I shyly said.

" um yeah definitely, cya at ten at Starbucks" she chirped.

" ok-okay great bye!" I said and hung up.

I nodded towards Louis and he smirked causing me to gulp.

*darcys pov*

Ronny placed his hands on my ass as we kissed. I put my hands on each side of his face deepening the kiss as I sat on his lap.

We were making out at the Starbucks across from work on our lunch break. Ronny was one of the guys that work where I work. Okay! I know what your thinking and yes I've slept with everyone of them. Ronny and I make out most of the lunch breaks but we are only friends.

" wanna continue in the bathroom?" I whisper in his ear. He started sucking on my neck.

" get your grubby hands off of her" someone yelled. Ronny stopped and looked over to see who yelled.

" Harry! What the fuck?" I yell as I jump off of Ronnys lap.

" your coming with me" Harry growled at me.

" excuse me! I'm not going anywhere with you!" I spat at him.

" holy fuck your Harry styles!" Ronny said and I rolled my eyes.

" Ronny I'll see you back at work" I said folding my arms.

" al-alright" he looked between Harry and I and then rushed off back.

" thought you were going back on tour?" I asked not in the mood to talk to Harry right now.

" we are starting longer." He said.

" okay well while you stay here you can leave me alone yeah?" I fold my arms as I walked around him and started walking off.

" Darcy we need to talk" he said grabbing my arm, turning me around to look at him.

" what about?" I asked.

" everything" he said waving his arms around.

" Harry not today" I said.

" then when Darcy?!" He started talking a bit louder.

" I don't fucking know Harry! Okay I don't know!" I yelled at him.

" you can't just shut me out Darcy!" He yelled back.

" why? You kicked me out" I said in a normal voice now.

He was speechless. Ha, serves him right.

" Niall still loves you" Harry mumbled but I clearly understood. I looked up at him with wide eyes and he made a mirror expression. I don't think he was supposed to say that.

How the fuck can he just say that?! I've been through so much and he just fucking says that! I don't want to go back to Niall, I don't love- I don't know! Ughhhhh!

My face changed into anger as I lifted my hand up and slapped Harry's face.

" fuck you" I whisper, spat at him as he rolled his eyes. I whipped around and started to walk but stopped immediately when I bumped into someone.

" Sorry" we both said.

" Eleanor! Perfect timing, let's go shopping!" I said linking our arms. As I walk away I give Harry a dirty look but he just gave me a blank face.

A car quickly parked in front of Eleanor and me. All the boys were in there.

" what the fuck!" I said as Eleanor gave me an apology look.

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