EIGHT

                                    

                                          
When I woke up in the morning. I turned on other side and opened my eye
Then I rolled my eyes, Fuck! Where I'am? I couldn't remeber, the last what I remeber was Daniele giving Jungkook's hand in her crotch, pretending to be drunk. She is a real bitch!
Ew I guess they left together
I sighed and turned on my back to look where the fuck I'am 
I laid on my back and then I froze
Hi
Hi, I smiled at little girl who was sitting on my bed, staring at me
You hair look like cotton candy
Yeah? I heard that once.
Really? 
Yes
She giggled and I musted to smile too, she was so cute
I'm Jimin, who are you?
I'm Jia. She said and I froze
Jia? 
Yes, Jeon Jia. I live here with my dad. 
I couldn't breathe. I was staring at her with open mouth
How old are you? 
8
I closed my eyes and some tears rolled from my eyes
Don't cry, she said, but I couldn't stop it. So much question were running in my head right now, the pain what I felt in my heart was so huge, 
I touched her face and started cried aloud
DAD! She yelled and I heard someone ran in room. 
Jia go downstair and wait there, Ok? 
I'm sorry. She cried too. 
Jia please go down and wait there, it will be OK, Please
Ok, she said, sobbing and left 
Jimin? He grabbed my arm
No
Jimin, please
NO, I can't take it. No, why? Why? I wasn't able to stop the sobbing
Please let me explain, please
No, you don't get it Jungkook. You don't understand 
I can't live with the pain anymore. I can't. I want to die. Please kill me
Jimin, than I will have to die too and no one will be here for Jia
What? 
If you die, I'll die too, remember?
But that's gone. That's not true anymore
No, it never changed, Jimin. 
I was staring at him. His words calmed me down somehow
You have a daughter
Yes
She is 8
Yes
She was created before we started dating
Yes
You didn't cheated on me?
Never
Jungkook, I hugged him and he held me so tight, petted my back and whispered something in my ear
I looked at him. I didn't want to do it
What? 
I wanted to tell him about Jin-ha. But I couldn't. I was so shame and I was so scared so suddenly that he will hate me