SIX

                                    

                                          
When we came at home, in front of my door was buquet of roses
It's for you? I asked to Sun
I guess
She took them, but then se handed me note what was there
I'm sorry, Jimin. 
Really J.
I sighed and tore up the note and walked in
Why I have feeling that one bitch lied to me today? She asked and looked at me
Then she handed me the roses
Keep them or throw them away. I don't want them
Why? They are beautiful. 
I hate them.. 
Fine. I'll keep them 
I went in my room, changed in my shorts and oversized shirt and laid on my bed, when some message came at my phone
Did you received the flowers?
I didn't answered, I never did, to anyone, not anymore.
Jimin? 
Fine, I tried to apologize for my behaviour, but you aren't interes I guess, fine
I'm really sorry. I crossed the line and I'm really, really sorry.
..
You loved to write messages. I'm sorry. OK?
..
Fine, screw you 
I laid my phone next to me and closed my eyes
After while Sun came in my room. Jimin, you have a visit. She said with rolled eyes
I stood up and went in living room to expect my mom 
Oh, I froze. Why are you here?
He was staring at me, like if I was naked
Oh, well, Yeah I wrote you, but I guess your phone is broke
No it's not I read that
So why you didn't answered?
Because I don't writte messages
He frowned at me. You loved it
I loved a lot of things 
Oh, yes. Jimin, can we talk please?
Of course, I pointed at my couch and he sat there. 
I sat next to him, with my legs on couch, hugging my knees
So? I asked when he didn't talk
Look, I know it's wierd situation and I didn't knew that you work there, when I was buying it. 
But things are like that now. I'm sorry for everything I done to you. I was jerk and coward, scared to face you. We were so young and I did a huge mistake. Don't think that I don't regret it. I do, everytime when I see you. I hate myself for what I did. 
I closed my eyes and prayed for strenght. I didn't want to cry, not now! Later. 
What you told me today in my office, it was true. But you also have no idea what I was going throught when we broke up. It wasn't easy for me too, Jimin. 
I wasn't able to sleep for few years I was so broke, but I wasn't alone anymore and with time I let myself to feel the peace again.
I'm glad, that you are happy again, Jungkook. I really am. I smiled at him. I always wish you a love.