87 (My babies)

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Jin pov

"Nooo! Nooo my dad!"
"Jisoo baby!" I swallowed and closed my eyes.
"Dad please wake up! Dad don't leave me like this." I bit my bottom lip looking at mom who was saying her last goodbyes.
"Jisoo baby dad will be hurt. You know how much he loved you!" My mom sniffled looking at him.

"I will miss him!" She said and caressed grandda's face. Then bowed and stepped back.
"Jin baby!" I looked at my dad. He smiled and caressed my face.
"I know it is hard but it is your time to say your goodbye to your grandda!" I lowered my head. Taking a step forward I went near him. I bit my bottom lip as looked inside the coffin.

I cannot believe it! He is not here. He is no longer here.

"My little prince! Where is my little prince?" I peeked my head and looked at grandda who was calling me.
"Grandda!" I came from under the bed and went to him. He opened his arms for me and held me in his arms.
"Ah my baby! What happened? Is my prince mad?" I nodded.
"Yeah Jinnie mad!"
"What happened?"
"Jinnie go fair mommy and daddy no listen. Jinnie bored they are bad!" He caressed my face and smiled.
"Then what about going with grandda! Huh? Huh?"

"Jin!" I looked at Yeonjun.
"It is time for you to say goodbye to him." I looked at grandda again.
"How? How can I say goodbye?" I closed my eyes and let the tears I was keeping to come down.
"Jin!"
"He is gone! The one.....I always could lean on....is gone!"

Yeonjun pov

"Jin looks so sad!" I looked at Jimin.
"He IS sad!" He sighed.
"His grandda was someone he loved so much." I nodded.
"Yeah! It is so hard for him now." I looked at him then.
"Where are Somi and Tae?"
"Jin didn't want them to be in such a place and in sad condition. I took them to the penthouse. They're now with their sitters and the maids." I nodded.

I looked at Jin and sighed.
"Isn't it better to go and calm him down?" I bit my bottom lip.
"He needs to be alone right now." I looked at Jimin and hugged him from the side.
"He needs time as he has lots of things to think and make decision about. The decisions that will change lots of things." I looked at him again and sighed.
"Moreover....I am not the one who can do that!"

Suho pov

I wiped Jisoo's tears and caressed her face.
"Jisoo baby! What you are doing is not right. You are hurting yourself. I am sure dad is so sad looking at you like this." She swallowed.
"What I am mad about is that....is that I was not a good daughter for him." She said and began crying again.
"I caused him lots of pains. Even when he was leaving us.....the things I was the cause of them to happen.....were hurting him. Suho I bothered him alot." I caressed her hair.

"Jisoo baby!"
"Mom!" I looked at Jin who came to us. He smiled and held her hands.
"Grandda loves you so much." He looked at me and then Jisoo.
"Dad is right! He will be sad if you say such a things." Jisoo pursed her lips.
"Seokjin!"
"I am sure.....he would tell the same things if he were here." I looked at him who was looking at Jisoo his eyes full of sadness. I swallowed and bit my bottom lip.

"Ummm.....I'll be back soon." I said and came out of the house. I sighed looking at the sky.
"What should I do?" He is in pain and it is obvious.
"Dad!" I turned looking at Yeonjun. He smiled and came to me.
"Yeonjun son!" He stood beside me.
"It is so hard for Mrs Kim." I sighed.
"She is blaming herself for what happened."
"Well.....she lost her father quite soon afer her mother. It is so hard for her." I nodded.
"Yeah! It is quite hard."

"Also hard for Jin as well." I nodded.
"I know! My baby is in pain. And it is so painful for me." I sighed.
"He has gone through alot. When I was not here. Thinking about the past and the things he had endured makes my heart ache. Like it wants to come out of my chest." I swallowed the lamp in my throat trying not to cry.

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