"Do you feel the love,because I don't think I hate you."

                                    

                                          
Felix's POV
I think you're jealous for me Hyunjin. Do you like me? Other than that it's late now. "Hyunjinnie!" I whine hoping he came. "What happened my love?" "Help me please? Is minho hyung and hannie still here?" "Hyung?" Oh shit. It slipped out. I never meant to actually call him that but it comes out naturally. "Sorry I meant minho.." I said. "Hey hey it's ok, I'm not mad it's just you know..not normal hearing those words come out. Yes there still here but it's ok. Come here." He was helping me out of the shower because my legs were still a bit sore. 
I am comfortable with him seeing my naked body by now,right? "What else should I help you with hm?" He said as he sat me on the sink counter. "Hmmm." I said as I played with his necklace. He kissed me and smiled pulling away. "I guess pick my outfit please ?" I asked holding onto his shoulders,slowly caressing his arms,up and down. "Anything for you baby." He pecked my lips and rubbed my thighs before leaving to my room. 
Hyunjins POV
I was talking with Han and Leeknow until I heard my only love calling me. "Hyunjinnie!" "I'll be back I don't wanna be a bad friend towards him." I said winking at them and walking to the bathroom faster than usual. "What happened my love?" I said coming into the bathroom, "Help me please? Is minho hyung and hannie still here?" My stomach filled with butterflies hearing Felix call Leeknow hyung. He's so cute, "Hyung?" His face went from "baby" to "oh shit." and honestly it was funny."Sorry I meant minho.." he said. "Hey hey it's ok, I'm not mad it's just you know..not normal hearing those words come out. Yes there still here but it's ok. Come here." I replied smiling. 
"What else should I help you with hm?" I asked settling him on the sink counter. "Hmmm." He played with my necklace. I leaned in and kissed his lips softly,smiling after. "I guess pick my outfit please ?" He asked politely. He's so adorable...although he looks way hotter in bed.. "Anything for you baby." I quickly pecked his lips and rubbed his thighs before leaving to his room. I grab a pair of black socks and sweatpants with a grey sweatshirt shirt before returning to the bathroom. "Ba-" I stop my self from continuing. "Baby? BABY? Already? Names? Im dead for you lix. Anyways I'll get going!" Han said leaving Felix and me blushing. "Sorry?" I said quietly while looking at felix. "Yah! I'm cold plus I'll always forgive you. I love-" 
We both stared at each other. You love me? "Want me to leave for you to change or.."I ask in the awkward silence. "Yo-you can stay to help me.." fuck. Are we friends with benefits? "Uh-ok." I stutter. What do I do. "Wait. Can we talk after..?" I ask while help him up. Our bodies up against each other. "Sure.." he replies and I continue to help him. After he's got changed I sat on the bed waiting for him. "Ok ok I'm here." He said and sat on the bed next to me. "Look...I'm sorry I made things a bit awkward but,I don't hate you." I said and played with my hands avoiding eye contact. "Hyunjin I-" "Come watch a movie with us! We hate being alone-" "Fuck that,I love being alone with you." "Please hurry!" Han whined as leeknow "harassed" him. "Uhm...let's finish later I guess." "No." I say holding onto his wrist tightly. "Hyunjin.." "Finish your sentence at least ..please." I say looking at him. "I...don't hate you either." He said and pulled me along with him walking out my room.
Minhos POV
I overheard what was going on in the bathroom after han-ah left them. 
-Flashback- 
"Yah! I'm cold plus I'll always forgive you. I love-" I'm not sure why Felix stopped but me and han-ah have decided to listen."Want me to leave for you to change or.." "Yo-you can stay to help me.." "Uh-ok." "Wait. Can we talk after..?" "Sure.." 
"Minho...should we do something?" Han-ah asked. "Let's interrupt them before they try to talk. I don't wanna feel awkward with them. Yeah?" "Sure." Im deciding to make something up so Hyunjin and felix talk this out alone,I don't wanna be here.
"Ok ok I'm here." "Look...I'm sorry I made things a bit awkward but,I don't hate you." "Hyunjin I-"  "Now." 
-End of flashback-
I know what I did was wrong but... I couldn't deal thinking about this. 
Felix's POV
I wanted to say I love you but are we dating? "Which movie?" Hyunjin asked as we both let go of our locked hands. "I was thinking... "20th century girl"?" Hannie asked. I know he has watched this a million of times and just wants to watch it for the 100,000,001 time. "Sounds interesting. I'm definitely watching." I said in a sarcastic tone. "Same." "Kk me too." Hyunjin and Minho agreed aswell. 
After the movie
Hannie was busy crying and minho was holding back tears while comforting him. I was crying aswell but I wasn't  near Hyunjin. I was on the opposite side because Han wanted me near him and still clinged onto minho. "This movie is...for babies!" Minho yelled nearly on the verge of crying. "Says...you!~" I whine, crying and a sniff in between my words. "Oh well." Hyunjin said and went to the kitchen. Should I go? Nah. "Felix...can you get me water please..~" Minho whispers to me as he caresses my hand. "I guess." I continue to sob quietly and go to get water. "Oh hey felix. What do you need?" Felix? My heart dropped. That's not what you call me is what I wanna say. "Don't worry about it." "Fuck felix. I need you so bad. Stop being like this!" "I would have sat with you if Han haven't had!-" "I'm not talking about that. Felix I love you!" Hyunjin yelled.
Red crept everywhere on my face. Everywhere. "What..?"
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I was listening to double talk while writing this. Sorry for the late response but RESDY FOR MY DELUSIONSSSS? OK SO I WAS AT SCHOOL ON THURSDAY LIKE EVERY OTHER DAY AND ME ND MY CRUSH ARE LIKE A SEAT AWAY. BUT LIKE ME AND HER WERE ARGUING BC SHE WASNT ALLOWED TO CURSE OR BE WEIRD AND I KEPT SAYING DIRTY THINGS BC SHE ISNT ALLOWED TO SMILE AT THEM AND LIKE SHE KEPT CALLING ME BY MY NICKNAME,SHE AND ONLY SHE GAVE ME. DOEKDFIRJRIRIDI OK BUT ALSO WHEN WE WERE IN LUNCH SHE GOT UPSETY IDK Y. BUT LIKE HER WIFES GOT HER MAD AND TURNS OUT SHE AINT GOT A GF SO YAYYAAYAYAYAYAY. ANYWAY. I WAS TALKING TO HER AND I SAID THAT SHES PRETTY AND THAT SHE SHOULD SMILE MORE BC HER SMILE IS SO PRETTY SND IT RLYY IS AND I PRETENDED TO BLUSH EVERYTIME SHE SMILED AND I ACTUALLY DID BUT WHO CARES ANYWAY. I SAW HER AFTER HISTORY AMD I HELD ONTO HER SHOULDER AND SHE LOOKED AT ME AND THEN I SAID THAT SHE SHOULD SMILE AND I WAS SMILING SO NARD AND I WAS LOOKING AT HER AND SHE TURNED AWAY EVERYTIME SHE SMILED AT ME BC OF ME LIKE AHH? ANYWAY ON FRIDAY I TOLD HER TO HUG ME BUT SHE THOUGHT I WAS GONNA PULL  HER HAIR CUZ THE WHOLE DAY WE WAS PULLING EACHOTHERS HAIR AND I TOLD HER NOT TO CALL ME A SPECIFIC NAME AND SHE KEPT DOING IT ON PURPOSE SO I STARTED TO IGNORE HER AND GET MAD AND SHE WAS LIKE "your gonna ignore me now? Wow. Are you serious?" LIKE AHHH AND IN ART I SAT BEHIND HER BC OF HER BOY BSF AND LIKE SHE WAS BOTHERING ME AND SHE MADE ME SMILE AND LAUGH SO I CHOSE TO FORGIVE HER BC THATS WHAT SHE WANTED AND I PULLED HER AND SHE HUGGED ME. LIKE SHE LET ME HUG HER...but y'all...she got flirty. She kept tryna "rizz" me up and she was like "yk I can rizz u up. Don't worry yk I can." AND SHE WAS FREAKING SMIRKING. HEJFIRITYOROSSNYFUTNFRI 
ok end of delusions I love y'all. My life is too perfect imma cry but I love u guys sm 
Bye my lovelees!
-brilix💞🤍