Chapter Twenty One.

                                    

                                          
Eva's Pov
I was fixing my hair in the girl's bathroom when Jeremy walked in,"Hey babe". I turned around and I was looking into his dark eyes. 
"What are you doing here?. Didn't I say I didn't want to see you?. Get out". 
He shook his head and brought out a white handkerchief,"Joesonghambnida". (Meaning, I'm sorry in Korean language)
I stared at him in confusion, then it all went black. 
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I opened my eyes and gasped when I saw myself, naked and wrapped in Jeremy's arms. I pushed him,"How dare you Jeremy?". 
His eyes fluttered open, I wished it was all a lie and I didn't sleep with him. He smiled at me,"Good morning babe. I enjoyed last night. Thanks". 
I raised my brow,"Tell me what happened last night. Tell me what happened between us. Please tell me we didn't sleep with each other. Tell me it's a lie". 
Jeremy pulled me closer,"I wish I could tell you it's a lie but I'd be lying to you. I don't want to lie to you. Not again". 
Tears were now flowing freely down my cheeks," You... You're lying. I can't remember anything from last night. Did you drug me?". 
His eyes met mine,"Hell no!. I didn't drug you. I see no reason to drug you. It was mutual. We both wanted this". 
I wore my clothes,"This was a mistake. It shouldn't have happened. We shouldn't have happened". 
I ran out. Tears running down my cheeks. I checked my phone, twelve missed calls from Adam. My heart clenched, I betrayed him. 
I walked into the house and I was met with Adam's sweet smile,"Baby. Where were you last night?". "At Hailey's", I said with a shrug. 
He pulled me in for a kiss but I pulled away,"We can't..." He stared at me like I was crazy,"We can't what?. What can't we do, Eva?". 
I sighed,"My monthly visitor is here". He laughed, pulling me back into his arms again,"It's just kissing, princess. I'm not going to do more except you want me to.... " 
"Hell no. What part of I'm on my period don't you understand?". He stared at me,"Did something happen?.  You don't seem like your usual self". 
"So just because I won't fuck I don't seem like myself?. Is that all you see me as?. A sex toy?". 
He was shocked,"Woah. Where's all this coming from?". 
I ignored him and walked upstairs, heart breaking into a million pieces. I shut my room door and let the tears come. 
How could I?. How could I give myself out to Jeremy?. Why can't I remember anything?. What's wrong with me?. 
"Princess. Open the door. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings. Please". I broke even more. Adam cares. 
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The next morning, Adam and I drove to school together but I ignored him throughout the entire ride. 
I got out of the car the moment it came to a stop and went straight to Jeremy. 
"How much money do you want, Jeremy?. I'll give you as much money as you want. Buy you a damn car, sponsor your college, but please don't say anything to anyone about that ride". 
He stared at me,"Are you willing to buy me?. You think I'm poor?. Just because your mum is fucking rich doesn't mean you can buy me. That night might have been a mistake to you but I finally tasted you. Heard your moans. I..." 
"Just stop, okay?. I wouldn't want to remember anything from that night. I wish it never happened. Just be quiet, okay?". 
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I walked into the house and flinched when  Adam looked at me with blood shot, red eyes. "Adam?". 
He got up,"Where were you the other night?". I looked away,"At Hailey's". 
He smashed a glass and it's content spilt everywhere. "Fucking liar". 
I was forced to look at him, dread filling me,"What?". 
"You're a liar. A liar. You weren't at Hailey's because she was on a date with River. So who were you really with?". 
I looked away, tears filling my eyes,"I... I..." 
He let out a cold laugh,"That's it. I'll tell you. You were at Jeremy's and do you want to know what happened there?". 
My eyes met his and he scoffed,"You slept with him". He pushed everything off the dining table,"You slept with him. How could you?".
"I... I can explain. Adam, I promise it's not what you think. I'm sorry. Just let me explain". 
He shook his head,"I don't want to hear it. Not only did you sleep with him, you tried to buy him. You wanted to keep this away from me". 
I reached out for him but he moved away, disgusted. "Don't fucking come close, Eva". I felt my heart break,"I don't remember what happened that night". 
He nodded,"Oh yea?. Why don't you go to Jeremy to do a little recap for you. Since I'm not enough for you".
I looked away, tears cascading down my cheeks. He grabbed my arm,"Tell me, was he better than me?. Were his kisses better than mine?. Did he understand your body better than I did?. Tell me". 
"You're hurting me, Adam". He let go of my arm and slammed his hand against the dining table. 
"I'm sorry Adam. I didn't mean to hurt you". He laughed but there was no warmth in it,"Hurt?. No Eva. You were just a good fuck. Glad it's over". 
A/N:  Well, what do y'all think?. 
I'm taking a break from writing this particular book as Ramadan commences soon. You can check out  my other books. 
Love y'all.