Felix smiled lovingly . "You will be okay. Even if they are going to hate , fuck them . You know they are just jealous hun ." Hyunjin nodded , gulping . The anxiety still didn't leave his body , no. 
Even tho the words Felix said were sweet , it didn't help to wash away hyunjins worries . 
,,Okay , thank you baby." Hyunjin smiled lightly , placing a peck on felixs plush lips which made him giggle . So adorable.
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Half way thru the day , Hyunjin's aura did not change . He still had that anxious , sad look on his face just as earlier . Everyone already asked if he was okay , but he always responded with a soft nod and walked off . 
Felix on the other hand knew that he did not help . 
,,Hyun , still thinking about it ?" He sat down beside hyunjin on the couch who was watching some kind of movie . 
The elder one took a deep breath before nodding . ,,Kinda.." Felix nodded , looking down and thinking how to cheer up the other one . 
,,How about we .... cuddle up and watch a movie ?" He smiled , loving his own idea . With all the stress and tension that is happening before the come back , they never really had time to enjoy some free time - Which now is the best opportunity. 
Hyunjin looked at him and nodded . The whole day he was about to cry because he couldnt push away the voices that were telling him that he made a mistake by cutting his hair which actually wasn't even his decision . 
,,Okay hun , what are we gonna watch." Felix asked after grabbing a fluffy blanket and laying it on top of both . He laid his head on the others shoulder and his legs over his lap . 
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After being half way thru Mulan 2 , Felix noticed how Hyunjin still hasn't moved a single bit and was completely silence which was not normal during movies . 
He lifted his head , looking at Hyunjin who was paying his attention to something else than the movie or Felix . Taking a deep breath , Felix paused the movie which did not get hyunjins attention right away . 
,,Why did you stop?" Hyunjin lifted his eyebrows , looking at the frowned Felix . His eyebrows knitted , nostrils bigger than normal and tongue licking over his teeth .
,,Stop worrying." He said with a not so soft voice which took his partner off guard . ,,What?" Hyunjin thought he did not hear right . Why was the smaller one so pissed?
,,Woah jinja... Stop worrying about those haters hyunjin . I've told you many times today that they are jealous and that you should ignore them , but you keep on walking around his a corpse that is about to break down . I get it that you are anxious about the come back , but if you really really love stays and trust them , then you should wake the fuck up and stop being in that depressed bubble of yours." He sat up straight , words spitting right into hyunjins face . 
The black one was completely shocked . Wasn't Felix supposed to lighten up his mood ? 
,,You should know by now that I am a person that takes his time and doesn't rush things . I need that time to recollect myself because if I just push those things to the side , they will eventually come back few minutes before the performance and I will end up with a panic attack again Felix . I get it that you are a bit stressed about the come back , but you don't need to snap at me like that!" Hyunjin stood up , the tears that he pushed away the whole day finally collecting themselves in his eyes again . 
Felix face turned red as he also stood up , teeth pressed together . 
,,Are you fucking with me right now hwang ? Maybe you should pull yourself together and not bring the others down knowing damn well that this house if full of tension already . Stop worrying about being perfect and worry about other things for once!"