And even tho....🖤💕

                                    

                                          
TW: argument , mention of child abuse , NOT PROVE READ!!!!
Hyunjin and Felix have been together for 4 years by now and let me say , they are the most strongest couple you've ever seen . In those 4 years they never really had any arguments and they are inseparable . Expect for one day .... the new come back stood right in front of the door and everyone was exhausted and more stressed than normally , especially Hyunjin . He has been very stressed and anxious for the new comeback now that he had cut his hair short and dyed it black again , knowing stays loved his long blonde hair the most and he's scared to mess up any performance  . Felix on the other hand , was not that anxious but still a bit . He tried to calm Hyunjin down and be there for him , but after trying and trying he eventually had enough . 
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3rd person POV;
With his head buried into the palms of his hands , Hyunjin sat at the corner of the bed . He took deep breaths as the same wave of anxious from earlier washed over his body . With a sigh he looked up again , admiring himself in the full body length mirror in front of him.
He loved his short black hair , no comment , but he was still scared of the hate he will receive of stays after seeing his new hair . 
The same happened during the maxident era , where he cut his hair very short but still had it blonde . And oh my , he does not want to relive that experience again .  
The many nights where he cried himself to sleep because of the harsh words and death threats that ran free inside his head . If they would've come from some strangers that weren't even stray kids fans , he may would've ignored them but knowing that all of those comments came from stays , broke his heart. 
And somehow a kind of fear build up inside him . 
Hyunjin ran his fingers thru his hair , loving the way it felt so healthy and short . The simple look made his heart bloom as he recognized the same boy that cried in front of his mom because he was so scared of his audition video . He finally recognized himself again . 
The long blonde hair were not hyunjin . Maybe they looked good , but Hyunjin did not want to look into the mirror and think about how he changed just because of an image . 
,,Hyun baby , are you okay?" Woken up from his thoughts , the black haired looked to his side where the bed was now sunken in a bit. 
Just by looking at the angel - a smile creeped onto his lips . He nodded , taking a deep breath and enjoying the way Felixs hands drew various shapes onto his back . 
,,I can see that somethings up , tell me." Felix shifted , now sitting cross legged in front of his lover with big eyes . Hyunjin chuckled at the action and laid one hand on the others leg . 
,,It's just ... my hair . I am scared of what stays will say." The smile fell from his lips as a serious look darkened the room . Felix bit his lips , not really knowing what to say . He wanted to take the worries from his love because he knew that Stays will love it . 
,,Baby , don't worry so much . Stays will love it because you look freaking hot with that hair and believe me , that eyebrow piercing makes it even hotter." Hyunjin chuckled , nodding and looking down on the white sheets . 
,,I think I have some kind of trauma from maxident era ..." He tried to laugh off the fact that tears built up in his eyes. His eyebrows knitting in the middle of his forehead , the freshly new made piercing stinging at the action , but Hyunjin couldn't care less. 
,,Hey hey , don't cry hyung . Everything will be okay , I promise you . Stop those negative thoughts right now and look at me." He cupped hyunjins face in his hands , making the elder one look at him .