Memories

                                    

                                          
Megatron was in Starscream's minds, it was very odd feeling. The first memory was week after he left on his space journey leaving Starscream in charge. ,, Since I'm here I might as well check out what he did" Megatron though while watching a memory.  In the main room Starscream is looking at the computer when Soundwave entered. ,, Mine reports" He said while moving closer to the computer. ,, Yes I know Soundwave but now I'm busy with the check list so I will see them later" Starscream said not even turning. ,, Urgent"  Soundwave said. ,, What" Starscream growled. Soundwave just played a recording of Megatron saying that he hopes that Starscream will save the ship same as he left it. ,,And you are saying what exactly" he asked on what Soundwave played a recording of the completely messed up storage and energon outside of energon storage. ,, It's cleaning week, we found rust in the energon room and we are taking care of it and if his lordship want his rust I will give it to him safely preserved in the container" Starscream said annoyed. Megatron understood him, Soundwave can be really annoying with his questions. ,,And the storage is cleaning too plus we don't have full check list so that's what is going on" Starscream reassured him before leaving. ,, I'm sure you'll just mad that I use the computer" Starscream said while getting out. Megatron was now even more curious, how did these two got together. He jumped on the different memory, this one is exactly what he wanted to know. It's midnight, everyone is asleep except Starscream who is looking something at the computer when Soundwave entered and put his hand on Starscream's shoulder. ,,Ahhh" Starscream yelled and scratched him accidentally. ,, Soundwave, sorry I didn't mean to do that" He started apologizing on what Soundwave just pushed him to take a look at his computer. ,, You didn't touch anything about the computer" He asked. Starscream just pointed at the lag that has been going on. ,,I wanted to finish my reports so I could have a day off but lag is making it harder" Starscream told him while pointing out at the glitching screen. ,,I wanted to fix it but I don't have permission to do it, it would make a lot less pain but..." He was stopped. ,, You have a permission from now" Starscream told him. ,, Really" He asked happy. ,, Yes and I will help you" Starscream said. Both of them started fixing the computer. It took them two hours but it was fixed. ,, Thanks you for permission" Soundwave said and Starscream just told him that he can fix everything that needs fixing as long as it's not a problem. ,, I'm going on a flight so goodnight" He added while running outside. Soundwave watched his commander doing all kinds of stuff while flying. He was flying upside down, going high and falling low Soundwave was amazed, he immediately got out to take a better look. Starscream noticed him and transformed back on the dock. ,,What do you want" He asked angry ,, What did you forget". ,,You looked amazing can you please let me watch" He asked excited. ,, Yeah it's not perfect but thank you " Starscream said while moving his wings happy,,No one told me that" Soundwave is shocked, how did no one cared. ,,Are you serious" He yelled,,I would pay to watch you flying every day, to look at your beautiful wigs and shining at the moonlight and... You just look beautiful" Megatron was in disbelief, did Soundwave just showed emotion in front of Starscream, the one he hated the most, he was confused but kept watching. Starscream was just looking at him numb. ,,T-thank you" he answered ,,You look beautiful in the night too". Soundwave was surprised that someone complimented him, he came closer. ,,I mean, I really like your paint job" Starscream said imbarased, he really was ashamed. All of a sudden  Soundwave lifted up his visor revealing one beautiful blue eye and one purple eye. Starscream was stunned when all the a sudden Soundwave slowly placed his arms on the chest and gently placed his lips on his. Starscream was shocked, he couldn't believe what was happening but he was happy. He immediately hugged him back and closed his eyes. They stayed like this for a minute until Soundwave understood what he did and pulled back immediately. ,, Sorry I gotta go to ... Oh" He tries to say but Starscream immediately pulled him back in a tighter hug. ,, Don't pretend that you don't want to continue Soundwave, just relax" Starscream said while kissing him back . Soundwave leaned against the wall while Starscream held  his leg and continued to kiss him. Soundwave was slowly relaxing while Starscream make sure he was enjoying every moment. He hoped that this night will never end but unfortunately Starscream let go of him after only 5 minutes. ,, Please don't " Soundwave whimpered but he wasn't listening. ,, I'm sorry Soundwave but we will meet tomorrow at the office to discuss this until then you will have to wait, he said while exiting out leaving Soundwave to think about him. Megatron was speechless, he just saw his treacherous commander making out with his most loyal officer, he couldn't believe it. Knockout who was looking through the monitors is also speechless they would kill each other. Megatron snapped back and moved to next memory. It was in the office, close to midnight, no one is there except Starscream and Soundwave. ,,Now to discuss our terms of this" Starscream said while Soundwave sat down to listen and remove his visor. ,,So about that thing yesterday I wanted to say s..." Soundwave tryed to apologize but he was immediately interrupted. ,,No you don't have to I quite enjoy it honestly" He said while kissing him on the cheek,, but we need to have some ground rules to keep our relationship a secret." Soundwave agreed, he didn't want others to take advantage of it. ,,If Megatron found out about us I would die slowly to be an example for others  and you will be in trouble" Starscream said while looking down at the table, Megatron despises him, if he found out about his relationship he would see it as an attack by brainwashing his most loyal solder so he just kept it a secret. Soundwave asked him what are the rules he wanted to propose. ,, Rule number one, don't show affection on the work even if we are alone, cameras are everywhere and someone is always watching; rule number two, don't tell anyone else no matter what, they fear Megatron more than they are loyal to you and third, most important thing, whatever happens on the job is not affecting our relationship, do you agree" Starscream asked on what Soundwave agreed. ,,I think that this will be perfect ground for our relationship my dear." Soundwave said while kissing Starscream happily on what he just chuckled. ,,So this is why we never saw them interact like a love couple." Knockout added while looking at them. Megatron understood everything immediately, Starscream's set of rules is what kept it a secret but now it was reviled. Next memory was just Starscream in his room after Megatron beaten him up. He was laying down in bed, energon running down his mouth and scratches and deep wounds all over his body. All of a sudden Soundwave entered franticly waving with first aid kit and screaming angrily. ,, I'M GONNA KILL HIM" He yelled while running around the room,,HE REALLY TOOK TOO MUCH WITH THIS STUPID TING THAT WASN'T YOUR FAULT I'M GONNA END HIM" Starscream got up angry,, What are you going to do he'll kill you". ,, I'm a good fighter I will end your suffering" Soundwave yelled when Starscream lost it. ,,STOP THIS NONSENSE YOUR NOT STRONG" He yelled on top of his voice ,, You are good but not enough to fight with him so stop it, you don't have your minicons and we had some rules settled down so stop this is my fault" Soundwave paused, he just sat down on the bed and started treating his wounds. ,, How is this your faul" He asked still angry. ,, I don't know exactly, I just got in the mine minutes before Optimus attacked and don't know how but it's mine" Starscream answered with a teary eyes. Soundwave just looked at him sadly. ,,I can't believe that you were so happy when he was away or before you joined the Decepticons and now... You are just too much for everyone, including yourself" Soundwave told him. Starscream immediately started crying, tears dripping out on the floor and arms shaking ,,I don't think I can handle all of this pain" He cried ,,I just want to go somewhere to... to....I DON'T EVEN KNOW I SHOULD HAVE JUST DIED"Megatron was stunned, Starscream always tryed to save himself and his life so saying something like this is so wrong that he doesn't even know what to do. Soundwave was looking at him ,,Don't, please it's not your fault you deserve to live, none of this today is your fault, I should have done something" Soundwave grunted while clanging his first. ,,We have rules settled" Starscream reminded him but he just brushed it off. ,,I DON'T CARE ABOUT RULES" Soundwave yelled while sobbing,,I CAN'T STAND TO WATCH HIM BEATING LIVING BREATH OUT OF YOU" Starscream just looked at him broken. ,,I can't stand watching him treat you like his personal punching bag, to throw you across the Nemesis, to grab your neck and grip it tighter until you shake out of fear I can't stand him stomping on your chest while you are already bleeding and humiliating you Starscream I can't, I can't" He cried shaking. Starscream pulled him in the hug, as soon as he felt his sparkbeat Soundwave relaxed. ,, I can't handle it anymore" He cried while Starscream tryed his best to stay calm for him but it was hard, tears kept running, arms shaking and vision got blurry. ,,I... I'm tiered please calm down for a bit and let's not talk about this now" He said while almost collapsing on the bed. Soundwave sat down next to him and started holding his hand gently. "Hey remember when we first got here and we had to choose our vehicle mode" Soundwave asked smiling. ,, Kinda, I mean I can't remember where I got it but it's really nice." Starscream said not making a single expression. ,, You don't remember, how you literally analized every military jet and when you were in the sky it flew right under you and you got it immediately" Soundwave asked. ,, Really, I thought I just got it somehow" He answered confused. Megatron was now also confused, how didn't he remembers it? Starscream was the luckiest one to get his mode, they didn't even have to travel far away it literally came to him. ,, I'm sure he won't forget it that easily" Knockout added ,,My Lord can you please go check his earliest memories he had on this ship I'm afraid of something." Megatron was now trying his best to focus, earliest memories on the ship . He was in the storage room, energon all over the place, scratches on the wall and empty energon containers all over the place. Megatron immediately remembered Pits of Kaon, it looked almost like it but more messier and scarier. He looked down only to see Starscream cowerd in scars and energon with bent wings and sparks coming out of his chest. Megatron was stunned, what happened. ,,I tried my best, I tried but it's not enough" He said while leaning against the wall while growling in pain. He was just looking at the ceiling tears falling down his face and sobbing quietly. ,, What did I do to deserve this" He whispered. After a minute he got up still shaking and bearly walking got on the door. ,,AAAAAAHHHHH" Some viecons screamed while looking at him, Knockout was there with Soundwave and upon seeing him walking like a dead zombie while holding against the wall was traumatizing. No one dared to help him, not out of spite but out of fear and shock that he was still alive. Starscream walked towards them quietly saying,, Help" Before collapsing inches away from them. Next memory was the med bay, He tryed standing up but felt sharp pain in the chest. ,, Don't move, you are supposed to be dead" Knockout said while looking at him. Soundwave was standing there informing them that Megatron left and will be back tomorrow. ,,How are you still alive" Knockout asked confused ,, You were there for an hour and all that we heard are blood curdling screams, yelling and punching, what happened"  ,,None of your business doctor, my status, now" Starscream yelled while looking at him. ,, Not operative until tomorrow, stay here while we go to help viecons with some stuff" Knockout told him while leaving with Soundwave. Starscream immediately tried to walk but he fell down while felling pain all over him. ,,Get up Starscream, you don't have a choice..." He thinked while getting up again and leaning against the wall,, you know what happens to the Broken one". He started walking but it's hard,,If you fall again you are doomed, Megatron doesn't need a broken drone..." He came to the door and let go of the wall. He still felt pain but shrug it off. ,, Starscream" Knockout said while coming towards him,, You need to rest you..." ,, I'M GREAT KNOCKOUT, NEVER FELT BETTER YOU ARE FANTASTIC AT YOUR JOB NOW LEVE ME ALONE" He yelled to him while going in the main room for his duties. Soundwave was there alone. Surprised he asked,,Why" ,,What" Starscream growled. ,,Here, you should rest" Soundwave told him. ,,I'm fine and my health is not your problem" He answered. ,,But.." Soundwave wanted to say something but was cut off,, I'M FINE AND THAT'S IT IF YOU NEED TO DO SOMETHING BE QUIET OR GET OUT BUT DON'T BOTHER ME" Starscream yelled while slamming a fist at the computer. Soundwave was scared and left immediately,, Lucky bastard" Starscream scoffed ,, Everyone else have it easier than me, everyone is doing great and I'm here just for punching because I'm a replaceble drone with just different paint job"  Megatron felt terrible, it wasn't true that he was just a drone, he was his second in command because he has mind of his own and isn't just a blind follower, that made him stand out and that's was his main reason why he had such a high rank.  Starscream was working but the pain became unbearable and he went to his bedroom. He saw Knockout in the med bay with Soundwave talking with some viecons thinking how lucky they are.As soon as he entered he fell to the floor. ,, How lucky are you guys that you don't have to be in the room with him and be his punching bag" He got on the bed and cried ,,I just want one day that someone will admit their mistakes so I could just be left alone, you wouldn't even get punished" Megatron is slowly tearing up, he never thought Starscream would think that. ,,I JUST WANT HIM TO END ME SO HE COULD BE HAPPY AND I CAN REST" Starscream said while sobbing. Megatron felt extremely guilty, pain started eating him, not physically but mentally, tears started falling. Knockout was broken, he remembered that event, autobots raided their ship and almost destroyed it but Starscream saved them by calling Megatron. It was day before leaving the Cybertron. When he came in Megatron was filled with rage and stated yelling at Starscream and punching him for his mistake, but the truth is it wasn't his. Soundwave was in charge and Starscream was away on a mission, he came minutes before Megatron, he didn't know what's happening. Megatron was so angry that day that he he threw Starscream all around the ship until they ended up in empty storage room. Then Megatron closed the door and only screaming and punching could be heard for hour until he left to go on a mission. Everyone though Starscream was dead and everyone was scared but he got out alive. Knockout was now desperate to find cure for him. Megatron continued to watch the memory and it was next day, Starscream was sorting some articles and one of them is about the virus one. ,, What are those articles" He heard his own voice talking. ,,My Lord I was just sorting them in this file as you told me" He looked closer and it was all stored perfectly. ,,Excellent Starscream now when you're done come at the med bay, Knockout needs you" He said while leaving. Starscream just read all the articles one more time and everything was stored in the fiel on the computer including the code he needed. ,,My lige we have a code you can leave now" Knockout cheered. Megatron was more shaken up, he beaten him on the verge of death and he was talking with him like nothing happened, he just told Knockout to pull him back and medic did as told. Megatron awake and Knockout immediately put the code in and all files are unlocked. ,, Yes I can finally get cure" He cheered but viecon called. ,, Lord Megatron autobots are attacking us" He said. ,, We're coming, Knockout let's go" Megatron said while medic followed him to help in fight not realizing that they woken Starscream up.