Time without u

                                    

                                          
Part 18

P.S. Happy Valentine's babies! I decided to publish more chapters as a gift for the day!
Maybe i will publish the whole book out, who knows)...actually i am publishign it drunk, so.....


The plans changed the next day as they needed pre filming of something and I went to fly to Italy as soon as I could find the ticket as it was a long flight but I got through it well, adjusting to warmness there as the LV crew wanted some pre fall fall shoot and I was on the scene working well.
The temperature was firing me as I just fell on the tears of the pretty hotel they gave me with the fantastic view on the whole city. The bottle was with me as I just looked at the sea sipping Italian wine as I received the message.
"Are u in Italy?"
It was Hyunjin who perhaps only discovered the news.
"Yes, they asked me to come earlier"
"Can I call u?"
It was weird question as I just replied yes. 
-Hey, I wanted to hear u.
He said and I felt some tipsiness in the voice. He was drunk.
-Yes, Hwang is there a need for a phone sex?
I smirked as it was what expected to hear. 
-No, I just wanted to say that I though a lot about what u have told me, about my ex, u know. I guess u right, I want to find him and apologise.
-So then do it.
I knew it was impossible.
-I can't find him, he like disappeared from earth. I used mine additional sources and they say that he is most probably dead.
I knew that Minho's friend from police helped a lot just erasing Lee Yongbok from the planet forever. 
I was considered to be dead and everything was left clueless about me. 
I signed to him.
-Then, I guess u lost the chance, move on.
-I can't u know, I want to see him, ask if I can help and other things.
-Why is it so important Hyunjin, what did u do to him so bad?
He was silent for a moment as I sipped more from the wine. 
He was thinking and I was just waiting. 
-I was bad to him, I said he is ugly and we shouldn't date, all I told that I didn't love him. 
-I guess he won't take u apology then, if it was so bad. 
-I know but there was so much more to it. It may sound like an excuse but my parents pushed me hards, friend bullied that I have to break up with him and the joke will go out, I didn't want him to know more details, so I just ended things like that. 
-It was long time ago, man, try to give it up, u can't change the words, they were told, so stop fucking with it.
I couldn't believe what I was talking right now. I wanted to face him and say everything but maybe a year ago but now it meant nothing for me as he himself. 
-Maybe u are right, doll.
I gasped finishing the glass. 
-U like the wine?
I smiled as I it was a gift but I didn't know from whom and it was his one. 
-It's okay, I like dry more. 
I teased as he laughed.
-U are unbearable, Lix. 
-I am an angel.
I giggled smiling as he laughed a little to. 
-Sure angel. 
-I am going to sleep, I have a hard day tomorrow, Hwang.
-Good night, doll.
-Good night, Jinnie. 
It was the first time I called him that in 5 years, I never knew if he will notice but it was the name I used to name him and he liked it a lot. I haven't waited closing the phone to leave him with this alone. 
-Motherfucker. 
I said out leaving the bottle there half full as. I went to bathroom to relax in tub before sleep. 
The show was fantastic as well as the whole collection that was presented and I was used there too for the catalogue as I went out as fast as I could walking through the street alone, leaving the manager to rest as I just had shorts and t-shirt on my as I took the ice cream enjoying the weather, the local places looked nice as I saw the other model walking alone.
I came up to hi greeting as he joined me.
-Minnie, long time no see.
-Lixie. I am happy u are here, I think I got lost.
We laughed a she continued to go together as we entered the local bar taking the local drinks as I heard the phone call, IN was coming to us as the 3 models could enjoy the whole night.
IN was with Chan who was in Italy too, I guess Binnie came too. 
I saw the smile on the INies face as he entered cheering us as we drank too much of home wine giggling with some model joke only we could get. I saw some of the locals trying to talk to us as one man got interested the most but I was the only good one in English so I spoke with the young man.
-U are so handsome, u tell u Australian?
-Korean too.
I laughed a she joined us as we talked a little. 
The doors opened as I saw Chan entering with Binnie as Minnie took an interest at once flirting with the bulky one, Chan was eyeing me. 
-Wanna see, I have the whole bunch of them.
He took my hand guiding me to the backdoor. I saw them looking at me but I had fun, so I cried less. 
We went as he showed the winery and it was interesting for sure. The red wine in wooden barrels as we walked through the underground as he told me the story with each one. He showed the most expensive on as we went around as I got the best alcohol tour.
-Lukas, u are so funny.
He laughed out talking me out to show the garden as I saw Minnie on Binnie's lap, the Chan was writing something.