41. First Kiss

                                    

                                          
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Heyyy!
Dear readers, I'm kinda BUSY with School so I hope you'll understand.
Don't worry because I won't abandon this story.
I will publish chapters later than expected because of my school works.
Don't forget to drink water and eat foods (limit junk foods, eat more healthy foods 😉).
I suggest you to  play songs while reading so you can feel the story more..
You can play "Save Your Tears" by The Weeknd and Ariana Grande while reading this. Thank You! 🫶🏻
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Y/N's POV:
Wanting more...
"Sorry." I breathe out
"For what?" She asks
"For (I point the both of us)...the thing we just did..." I tell her and she chuckles
"Don't apologize, you have nothing to be sorry for. And don't always say sorry even if it's not your fault." She tells me
"I'm sorry I got used to it." I tell her and she looks at me as she raises both her eyebrows
"Sorry." I tell her again
"I don't know why I keep apologizing. Sorry." I tell her and she laughs
"You're cute." She tells me and I shot my eyes down on my bed
My bed looks nice.
The bed sheet is cute.
The blanket is warm-
"Oh baby, I love this side of yours." She tells me
"What side?" I ask her without meeting her eyes
"This." She tells me then I felt a hand on my cheek
I then look at her.
She first looks at my eyes then down on my lips as she bites her lip.
"Can I kiss you one last time?" She asks
"Why last?" I ask her and she smirks
"Why? You want more?" She teases and I can feel my cheeks blush
"Uhh- no- I meant- what I meant was-" I stutter and she giggles before pressing her lips on mine
"Can you stay here?" I ask her with puppy eyes
"You want me to stay?" She asks
"Yes. If- If you want to of course- if you don't-" I tell her but she cuts me off
"Sure, I would love to." She tells me
"On one condition." She adds
"What is it?" I ask her
"Promise me to never hurt yourself ever again." She tells me worriedly
"I'm not sure if I can promise that but I'll try not to hurt myself." I tell her and she pulls me in for a tight warm comforting hug 
"So? Let's go to sleep?" I tell her after breaking the hug
"Sure, goodnight Y/N." She tells me in a soft voice
"Goodnight Tasha." I tell her as we both position ourselves on my bed
With only one blanket.
"I'll go get an extra blanket-" I tell but she cuts me off