A Last Decision

                                    

                                          
Eda had again gone to see Tracy for advise, she had no idea what to do, a month went by as she got the modeling offer.   Tracy seemed to be working on something by all the boxes around, which eda decided not to ask about them. "So tell me what's wrong, sweet girl" Tracy said. "Heh.. Well.. I-im not sure if you heard but.. My dad died 2 months ago" eda sighed. "I heard, and honey I'm so sorry, I heard he left you all some little notes" Tracy said. "Yep.. He wants me to be a nun... " eda sighed. Tracy laughed. "Well, um.. A. Man came up to me.. And asked to have me for his modeling agency.. But, i-im just not sure if I should do it" eda explained.  
Tracy looked impressed, and smiled. "Wow, that's something! I hope your accepting that offer" Tracy said. Eda chuckled. "I-im not sure, I'd.. Have to move to the city..and.. I-i.. Just.." Eda hesitated. "Iv.. Never really been away from my friends.. Or my sister" eda sighed. Tracy looked at eda, and giggled. "Sweet girl, let me tell you something, when life gives you an opportunity.. You take it, this is a once in a life time opportunity, but I'm guessing theres something else bothering you" she said
Eda started blushing, and nodded. "Talk to me, kiddo" Tracy said with a kind voice.   "W-well.. It's.. Raine, I just.. I don't know, iv been trying to move on, but.. I just can't" eda sighed. Tracy giggled. "Sweet girl.. You can't move on with something weighing on your shoulders.. " Tracy said. "What do you mean?" Eda asked. "You haven't told them about your little crush.. Have you?" Tracy asked. "God no!! I'd die of shame!" Eda said and covered her red face. "Yeah.. You might, but you know what, you'll pick yourself up and laugh about it in 5 years"  Tracy said. "Tell them how you feel, you know better than anyone they'd never insult you, or make you feel ashamed.. Even if they don't feel the same way"  Tracy explained. "But.. " eda started but Tracy said. "No buts, tell them before you leave, promise?"  Tracy asked. Eda nodded with a smile. "I promise.. " eda responded.    
So eda called the agency, and accepted the offer, she told her friends and family, and packed up all her things. She was excited but very nervous.   The last thing to do was keep her promise the day she left, because that's the only way she could bring herself to do it. 
She quickly invited them to the park, trying very hard to just not go and leave for the city that was 2 hours away.  
She was at the park pacing, asking herself why she's putting herself in  such a position, and possibly ruin her friendship with them.   "Why why why why why why" eda whined.   "What if I just.. Run away and tell them over the phone" eda asked herself. "Tell me what over the phone" Raine asked, as they walked up to her. "Raine!.. ah.. Uhm hi"  eda said nervously. "Hi, calamity, wlehats up? Did something else.. Bad happen?" Rairn asked. "Uhm.. N-no it's just.. I need to tell you something.. Really important before I leave for the city.." Eda said, avoiding the gentle gaze she knew she'd be missing. 
Raine smiled softly. "Tell me anything.. " they asssured her. Eda nodded, as she cheeks burned she finally blurted out. "Raine.. I-.. I love you, i-i mean.. Romantically.. I didn't say anything because I know you don't feel the same way about me.. And.. I-i guess I just had to tell you before I left.. I under if.. Your mad at-" eda was cut off when Raine pulled her into a hug. 
She welled up a little but didn't cry. "Edalyn.. Your so brave..and I'm so sorry, you've been suffering in silence" they said, holding her close. They way they said her whole name did have her flustered. "Rainestorm.. Thank you.. Now live your life..i wish you and Nora the best.. " she whispered. "Will I see you again?" Raine asked. Eda sighed, and pulled back. "Probably not.. " eda mumbled with a smile. 
Raine looked sad, but understood, then placed a small peck on edas cheek. She could tell it wasn't romantic, but she was grateful. "Tell her you did that.. " eda said. "Of course.. " Raine responded, and eda left.   She put her things in a taxi and left for the city.  
Meanwhile, at the agency, the owner Trevor chase aligned all his models. "Esmeralda, Darius, Marcus and Stephenie, I'm pleased to let you know a new model is arriving the day after Tomorrow" he cheered. "Aaahhh!!! Awsommee!! Who is it!? What's their name!?" Esmeralda asked with a beaming smile. "Her name is edalyn clawthorne" trevor said. "Damn, sounds like some bad ass" Darius said with a smile. "I think shell bring the " don't give a fuck additude I've been looking for! Esmeralda I'm sure you'll help her out for the first while?" Trevor asked. "Of course!! We'll literally be best friends!" Esmeralda beamed. "Woww.. What am I then?" Darius asked playfully. "Chopped liver" Esmeralda answered.  
When Valentine's Day rolled around, Erica came back home at 7 PM, with a bouquet of roses, and sat in front of the door. "Rosie.. You wanna talk?" She asked. No reply. Erica sighed. "Yeah, I get it, don't blame you" Erica said, then plucked a few pedals from the roses, and slipped them under the door.  "I'm sorry I hurt your feelings.. If I'm being honest, iv never been taught any other affection other than sex.. Which.. Is toxic.. I know" Erica admitted, then slipped a few more pedals under the door.  "I do love you.. Sometimes I just.. Don't know the best way to show it"   Erica said, and slipped more pedals under the door. "You promise?" Erica beard rose ask from the other side of the room. "Yes.. And I would absolutely love you if you were a worm" Erica said in a small chuckle.  The door suddenly opened, and Erica fell back. Rose was standing over her  giggling. "Get up.. " rose said playfully. "Nah.. I like the veiw from down here" Erica said, while looking up rose's skirt. "Pervert.. " rose muttered. "Would you love me if I was a worm rosie?" Erica asked, just for the fun of it. Rose giggled. "No, I make you into a fish bait"  Erica sighed then got up. "Your something else, you know?" Erica asked.  
And Raine, well while they and Nora were hanging out, Nora looked uncomfortable. Raine didn't ndo any, but could ntell something was wrong, they would n just have to find out later what was wrong. 
This was part one of a slow burn book, so up next is..... "Love Her Right" 
And because I was... Threatened, I'm adding Ellie.. So.. Yeah