CHAPTER FOUR, the time of departure.
YOU CAME TO REALIZE how much you hated it, the loneliness.
Your home was far removed from civilization, settled between regions and away from main travel ways that weren't blocked or destroyed. The quiet of your house was nothing like the bustle of the town you hailed from and the chaos that accompanies the stalls in the early mornings. The most noise that encloses your small plot of land were the local wildlife, the creaks and groans of wood born against strong winds and the weight of snow and the distant battles fought over the horizon.
During arbitrary moments of your routine, you question why Zhongli landed here of all places, in the midst of nowhere. You wonder if this is some grand scheme or punishment for your past mistakes and when you feel your curiosity dare to skitter forth and poke more holes into your blind acceptance, you drive it away with an angry hiss.
He is not an unwelcome guest, even if he holds a sense of urgency at times and a well kept secret whose nature you suspect . It's almost comforting, no matter how contrived it seems, listening to him speak of an obscure plant or hearing his heavy footfalls a few days after his arrival.
How desperate are you? The bitter pride in your heart speaks up, and it's seedy and unhappy as you straighten out the drying sheets over the heated slab. Where is your self preservation? Your brain cells? You're smarter than this you fool —
"Is something wrong?"
Zhongli's voice snaps you out of your reverie and you start, nearly dropping your laundry on the grass.
"Nothing!" and it is a weak save on your part as you straighten the worn down basket to move to an empty patch of stone, ducking under to check the state of the flaming flowers underneath. His hands come to rest on the surface and he lets out a soft exhale, his eyes slipping shut in a seeming moment of peace. "You should be resting." you remind him.
"I believe I'm past the need for excessive bedrest." he intones with an amused lilt. "Do you need help? It is partly my fault you have far more work to sort through." He wasn't lying. What little linen you had was used up to change the sheets on your bedroll before his fever broke. You had little clue how illness amongst higher beings were treated, but simply washing the contaminated cloth was the best option you had on your for now.
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qingxin in the mountain ― zl. ( ✔ )
Fanfiction𝐐𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐗𝐈𝐍 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐍 // zhongli in which ───── a lone apothecary in self imposed isolation finds a wounded god. 𝟭𝟴 ❛ you are the flower in a distant peak. ❜