Bellatrix's 2/2

                                    

                                          
                                                                          -Bella's pov-
As I wake up I notice that y/n is cuddle in to my side and still blissful asleep and then I notice that she is sucking her thumb with is a good indicator of what's she going to be like when she wakes up due to how stressed she was a while go and I would bet that it wasn't just today that it all stared but today was when the volcano of emotions she was feeling finally surfaced when she gets her self in to these states her brain will sometimes resort to a sort of shut down so she will go in to her little space and with her sucking her thumb is a good indication of that she's slipped in to little space whistle she was asleep I only know this because y/n explained it to me once she was comfortable with as in the past people have used it against her I new the basics of it but I'm glad that she got comfortable with me to where she can trust me with that valuable side of her witch I wouldn't used it against her and that I would help her and be there for her if and when she would slip so I gently get out of bed and go to our dresser to where her box is which has things such as her teddy,blankie her Sippy cup and other bits and pices that helps her and makes her more comfortable I grab the sippy cup and head down stairs to get some juice for her I walk up stairs I can hear soft cry's coming from our room telling me she has woken up I may be the cruel Bellatrix black to some but for her I was her girlfriend that would help, protect and love with everything I have i walk in and she sits up 
 "Mama you eft me" 
 now I know what head space she is in I know how to help I walk over to her
 "I'm sorry my baby mama just went to get you some juice do you want some"
" I want blankie and teddyyyy"
 I walk over and get them for her and sit next to her on the bed she crawls over to me and sits on my lap. 
" Tanks, mama"
" That's okay my love do you want your sippy cup" 
"nooooooooooooooooo I not want itttttt"
 she says shaking her head and shouting at me I just breathe and calm her down 
" Okay but you don't shout at Mama do we so can you tell me what you want and I'll get you it"
 "otay sowry Mama" 
 as she plays with the hem of my top I know what she wants but I need her to ask for it 
" mamaaa" 
" yes baby "
 she puts her head in the crook of my neck and mumbles 
 "I want Mama milk"
 "Okay but I need to lean up against the headboard okay"
"otayyyyy"
 I move to rest against the headboard and remove my top and bra y/n lays across my lap and latches on I say the spell that lets her drink milk from me and I close my eyes and let her drink not too long later I look down at my baby and she suckling with her blankie and teddy I can see she's getting sleepy so I play with her hair and as her eye close I kiss the top of her head 
" Sleep well, my precious baby girl"