Chapter 56.

                                    

                                          
"Zhan..." Yibo spoke softly; his voice came out as shaky as he gently heled Zhan's hairs and tried to make him move, but Zhan, as always, did what he wanted; he gently removed Yibo's pants and boxers. Before he gently grabbed his manhood, Yibo took a deep breath as Zhan licked his length, making the latter red with embarrassment and shame.
Zhan licked him from top to bottom before he took him whole in his mouth, closing his eyes as he tasted the man that he loved so much.
Yibo closed his eyes as his heart beat quickened and he felt extremely hot, Seeing Zhan before him on his knees and sucking him was too much for him to handle considering that this was the first time, he was getting a blow job and it felt really amazing.
"Zhan..." he said as he tightened his hold on Zhan's hairs and tried to shove him away when he felt like he was close but Zhan wasn't willing to let him go that fast he moved his tongue and his mouth and worked his magic over Yibo who was so close to loosing his mind because of the insane pleasure and embarrassment.
"Zhan please, I am close... move..." Yibo begged at this point, since he knew that he wouldn't last long and he was too close but Zhan refused to let him go, Zhan used his hands to grab both of Yibo's hands and held them tightly.
"Ah..." Yibo bit his lips to stop himself from making any noise as he came inside Zhan's mouth and the latter swallowed every drop before he moved away and smirked at Yibo, who was red as a tomato, "what the fuck Zhan you..." before he could complete his sentence Zhan moved ahead and kissed him roughly before he said, "I hope you learned something from that, because I can't wait to have your mouth wrapped around me."
Zhan laughed as he saw Yibo's flushed face, "damn you are adorable, don't worry, I will never ask you to anything that you don't like Yibo... your comfort, your pleasure, and your feelings will be my top priority."
Yibo sighed and said, "What if I am not that good, you know..."
Zhan laughed when he heard that, "nice joke, why do you think that you won't be good?"
"Because... I... I don't know Zhan... when..."Yibo suddenly stopped himself from speaking as it seemed like he was having flashback, Zhan can see that Yibo was getting goosebumps and his face was pale , he immediately hugged him and asked in a gently voice, "what is it? Darling?"
"It's... nothing..."Yibo said, his voice came out as slow and Zhan looked at him and cupped his face, "if we are going to start over, then there has to be communications and no lies and betrayals right? Please tell me what is it?" Zhan paused before he spoke very carefully, "is... it... about your sister?..."
Yibo closed his eyes and said, "yeah..." he said in a whisper, "my sister, Yuki... you know she always use to say that she was waiting for her Mr. right... when those people... did that to her she was a virgin and there was blood and it looked so horrible and painful...I..." Yibo stopped speaking because if he did continue speaking, he knew that he might have a anxiety attack.
Zhan hugged him gently and patted his back, his face was serious, "Yibo... I swear on my life that I am not going to do anything to you without your consent or against your will, I am not going to coerce you or manipulate you... if you don't want too then fine, we won't. It's okay."
Zhan knew that this was not a simple case, it was a serious trauma that Yibo had buried in his heart and mind and never thought about it because life never gave him the chance to just sit and think about himself and get help, and it only came out now because Zhan made a move on him, it must have triggered him.
Now Zhan wondered, what if Yibo had a flashback or panic attack while they would try to have sex? So he took deep breath and said, "do you... I mean would you like to go for therapy?"
Yibo sighed and said, "No, Zhan I am fine. I don't have time for therapy and I don't want to waste money on it."
This made Zhan frown as he said, "it's not waste of money."
"It is..." Yibo spoke, "For people like me... I mean, it's way too expensive and there is no guarantee whether it will work or not and besides I have too much work and a child to look after..."
"Going for therapy is like getting some time for yourself to heal..."
Yibo sighed as he ran a hand through his head and said, "That's for rich peeps who have all the time in the world, I am sorry but I am not interested in therapy..." he said and then looked at Zhan.
Zhan closed his eyes and took a deep breathe, he was in no mood to argue and so he just gave a nod to Yibo and said, "fine... you don't want to go then don't. I won't push you... And you are right, therapy is not for everyone and it might not work for everyone after all every human is different."
Yibo gave him a small smile before he hugged him and kept his head over Zhan's shoulder, "this is better."
Zhan hugged him back and said, "Yibo... I just hope that you never lie to me anymore and be honest about your feelings and situation, you can do that right? For me? Please."
"Okay.
"Good." 
Suddenly Zhan's phone rang and he answered it, "what?" Yibo looked at him and saw Zhan was smiling, he thought that it must be some good news, so he smiled a little as well as he saw the happiness on Zhan's face.
Zhan then got up as he talked with the person on the other side of the call and after the call was disconnected Yibo asked, "what happened?"
"My old man fell down from stairs and is probably going to die lol."
Author's note: My exams are next week. That's why updates are going to be slow...