I woke up and got ready for the day. I put on my dull baby blue crop top sweatshirt, then a plaid mini skirt with some of my white converse which were a little bit dirty.
"Morning" I tell the guys.
"We have rehearsals for an upcoming tour I don't know if you want to come" Kurt said. I can tell that he's a little upset.
"Kurt can we talk alone" I say to make the guys leave. Once they leave I ask, "what's wrong?"
"I just don't want to go on tour I hate performing"
"Why Kurty? You used to love it." I say to him.
"I'm just tired of it"
"Okay but you don't have to do it then" I say while lightly grabbing his arm.
"I do though everyone wants me to do it." he yells.
"I don't want you to do it if you don't want too" I say to him while wrapping my arms around his waist while looking into his eyes.
"But my fans and all these other f*cking people want me to do it. I love them too much" he screams.
He cares to much about people, but so do I and I know why we're like that. It's because no one cared about us except for each other but now a bunch of people care about us because we got famous, him for Nirvana, and me for modeling.
"Okay babe I understand. Lets just get this tour out of the way and this can be your last one."
He smiles and kisses me while we hug.
We then go to a music studio and they start practicing all of their songs, which I love because there songs are great. I start taking pictures with my Polaroid camera which has film in color, instead of black and white. I take a picture of Krist and Kurt talking to this girl. After I take the picture i look at it on the film and i liked it.
I then got a call.
Phone convo
Hello is this Amanda?
Yes this is she and who is this?~ me
It's Courtney~ Courtney
What do you want?~ me
I really need to talk to you.~ Courtney
Fine. I'm at the California Music Studio Place Nirvana is rehearsing right now. We're gonna have to do it after which should be an about thirty minutes.~ me
That's fine, I just have to talk to you soon~ Courtney
where are we meeting at?~ me
Can we meet at Groovy Bird?~Courtney
Sure~ me
End of Phone Convo
"Kurt I have to do something really quick so I'll be right back, I promise." I say to him.
"Okay. I love you" Kurt says.
"I love you too"
I then walk to Groovy Bird because it's not that far and I'm used to walking since I had to do it as a kid.
I see Courtney sitting down at a table outside. I saw that she died her hair a bit darker and she got bangs.
"I'm so glad you could make it" she said to me as she got up to hug me. I didn't hug back.
"What can I get you to drink?" The waiter asks.
"Just coke is fine" I say.
"And for you?"
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Kurt Was My Lover
FanfictionKurt Cobain was my lover and I was his ever since high school. We would sneak around Courtney's and Dave's back, even though we knew they knew. We were eternally in love. Sometimes the pain is too tough to handle though.
