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*FLASHBACK*

Hyeonwoo's Funeral:
No one's POV:

Hyeonwoo's mom kept passing out during the Funeral..It was her son..she shouted his name and saw her Son's face one last time as the casket was closed..Only God knows how much she wanted him to come and stay a while,to hold him tight and never let go,to hear his voice,and tell him how much she loves him..Never in a million years did she ever think..she'll loose her son like this..

Sunghoon's father held his wife's hands to calm her a bit..It was another funeral of a family member..He lost his wife..and now his son...even if he wasn't his blood..it was his Son..He looked at his side to see his other son standing beside them..head down in guilt and grief..

He looked at him with cold eyes and as if his mouth was not in his control..
"I wish it would Have been you instead.."  He said. 

Sunghoon's hands started trembling..his Dad wants him dead? His dad for whom he kept taking the abuse even if it was so painful? the one who's happiness came first for him? 
No words came out of his mouth anymore..He knew his Dad didn't mean it..he would never mean something like this right? 

to make it worse he heard whispers from other relatives..their faces were stone cold..

"He killed Hyeonwoo.."

"She must regret marrying that man now.."

"how pathetic.." 

"He's a murderer..how did Police not put him behind the bars?"

"He slipped..?what an excuse.."

"Disgrace.."

Sunghoon felt like he would collapse..All those words were like knives that kept stabbing him continously and he could do nothing about it..

He looked at Jake..He was leaning on Jay..he looked sick..Ji-ho stood beside him looking at the casket..this situation..none of them imagined this..was this Sunghoon's fault? most of the people there thought so..Sunghoon did too..he blamed himself too..who else was to blame? he was the one who called Hyeonwoo..the one who 'Killed him'..

But why did no one pity him? was he okay? nobody cared..not even his own family..they wanted him dead..

Sunghoon silently turned and walked back home..no one wanted him their anyways..


*END OF FLASHBACK*


Back to present:
Sunghoon's POV:
I stayed at Heeseung Hyung's house for the Sunday..Now It was monday and I am at my University..my fever was gone and I felt better now..I focused my mind fully in what our proffesor was telling...or rapping? Anyways,I felt normal now..I mean like a normal student trying to keep up with his studies and not some mentally sick child that's afraid he'll hurt himself..I want some magic to happen and all the misunderstandings be clear..am I delusional if I say I believe in magic? who cares..


"Hey.." someone tapped my back from behind.

 I turned my head to the unknown voice..

"Your notes look pretty detailed..Can you lend them to me? I'll return them tomorrow..It's my first day in classes and I Need help..well,If you want to help?"

I chuckled at how nervous she was..

"Sure..I would love to.."

I said and she smiled..

"Thanks..I'm Hanni By the way.."

"Park Sunghoon.."

"Oh- you are Sunghoon?!"

"Yeah why?"

"You have no idea how popular you are do you?"

"Me? popular?"

"Yeah..don't you see the forum? You are pretty popular..glad to meet you in person.."

"Gald to meet me? C'mon that's a bit too much don't you think so?"

"I guess? well since It's my first day and I met someone popular,I happy.."

I chuckled again..she's so sweet..

"Wanna grab a coffee after class?" I asked her, why not make a new friend?

"Sure!"

After the class: 

Both of us went to the cafeteria to get a coffee and she told me all sorts of stories how she couldn't come earlier cause her Dog died..I felt bad..I cannot imagine not having Gaeul around..She also told me that her Best friend was in business management major but her class timings were different so they wouldn't able to meet often..

"..and like that I kept following Minji around like a lost puppy.."

She had a bubly personality..it was clear now.

"Ayo Sunghoon- oh who's she?"

Jay and Jungwon come to the cafeteria..I wondered where Jay was since he wasn't in the class..

"She's a classmate.."

"I'm Hanni..nice to meet you.."

 ''nice to meet you too..I'm Jay and this is Jungwon"

"Hello.."

"Oh that Id..are you from business management major?"
She pointed out Jungwon's Id..

"Yeah.."

"So you guys don't have classes now?" 

"Nah..We didn't have morning classes today.."

"oh..alright..Sunghoon,I'll be off I need to find Minji since she must be free now..and I'll make sure to return your notes tomorrow..Thanks for the coffee..I'll buy next time.."

Next time? so I  made a friend? Guess all it takes to make a new friend is a little courage..

"Sure.."

After Hanni was gone Jay turned to me with a dramatic shocking face..

"You made a new friend?"

"Yeah I guess.."

"Good going Hoon.. "

"Thanks won! I guess I can be normal too haha.."

"you'll be okay I'm sure.."

Another familiar voice interrupts us.

"Hey guys.."
I turn around..

"Ji-ho! wow It's been such a long time.."

"I know right..I couldn't attend for a week and now here I am taking help from whoever I find..How have you been hoon?"

"Just the same I guess..I'm trying to be better.."

"You will be..you guys mind if I join your little group?"

"Our group is actually huge Ji-ho..and sure you are welcome..but you didn't greet me yet.."
Jay was being dramatic again..

"Jay is still the same too..How have you been? and you Jungwon?"

"We are good..and you? you were away for quite some time.."

"Yeah..I'm all good..new beginnings I guess.."

"Yeah.."

Everything seems great..Ji-ho's return and Jake being here..is their still a chance for us? to be like before? the best friends? 

My thoughts Got interrupted by another familiar voice..

"Sunghoon.." Voice beautiful but Cold..

"Jake?"

"Meet me at cafe7dream at 6PM..I'll listen to you once.." He said with a straight face,eyes showing no emotions..I couldn't catch a hint of humor in his voice..

"S-sure Jake" I can't let go of this opportunity..Jake finally wants to listen to me.. 

Is God helping me?

"I asked him to let you explain..I guess he followed..good"

Oh God Ji-ho Helped me..

"Thanks Ji-ho ya..I will explain everything to him.."

"Don't forget the letters.."

"Yeah.."

I guess we'll be fine..