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"My head is paining Abhi, it seems like it is going to burst out. I am going to die, abhi. Please save me. " And it was true. 
The pain that Srisha was feeling, seemed to take away her life. Her head was bursting, her chest was tightening and her body was feeling the pain she felt in her heart. 
"Nothing will happen. Nothing. I am with you. " He consoled her and caressed her back. 
"You are also leaving me. " She sobbed harder. "I promise I will do everything you will say. I gave myself to you, right? Then why are you leaving me? " 
Abhi clenched his jaw, cupping her face and making her look right back at his eyes. "Stop berating yourself, Shree! "
"Stop thinking that if you give your body to a man, he will be happy. Yes I love your body, but it is because I love the damn you! 
Even if we didn't had consummate, and you didn't let me even touch you, I would have still loved you the same. that is to infinity. 
I am not that man who has to do anything with your body. I am not him, who will touch you without your permission. I am not that low. " He told her and she just cried looking at him. 
"And if you think that I love you because of your body, then I am not going to touch you. " He left his hold on her and kept her on the bed, before maintaining a decent distance. 
"Abhi" She mumbled but abhi shook his head. 
"Talk to me only when you want to, I will reply back. But I will touch you only when you want. Not more than that. " He looked at his bags and stood up. 
"I am leaving to Vietnam in three hours, but I am leaving right now. We both need this break. "  Saying this, he started taking his bags but stopped when he heard Srisha. 
"If you leave me today, then I swear abhi, I will kill myself. I cannot bear live without you. " Srisha warned and abhi looked at her. 
"You will do no such thing." Abhi said sternly but gulped when Srisha went to the table and picked up a glass. 
She broke that glass by hitting it on the wall and took a glass piece. "Try me, abhi. "
Abhi understood that Srisha was not in the position to understand anything. He left his bags and looked at her. 
"What do you want? "
"You will not leave me. "
"I won't. I will come bac--"
"You will not leave me, our family and our home. You will not go to Vietnam, and will live with us here. " When he didn't replied, Shree took the glass piece in her wrist and started digging it in her flesh. 
"Stop! " Abhi shouted when he saw slight blood on her wrist. "I.. I am not leaving today. "
"For forever, abhi. "
"I am not going to leave the family or you. I am not going to leave this city, but we will definitely shift to other area, Srisha. You and me. " He told and before she could revolt, he spoke again. 
"I am listening you, you also listen to me! " He told her and she slowly nodded her head. 
"Now come to me. "
Abhi came near her looking at her hand from which she was holding the glass piece. He tried to take it but she changed the direction of her hands and hissed feeling the cut more deep. 
"Srisha stop behaving like a kid. " He shouted and Srisha looked at him. 
"Then make love to me. Show me that you still love me and will never leave me. "
"Srisha--"
"Don't call me that! " She shouted. "Just make love to me! "
"No I will not touc--"
"I am not uncomfortable by you. You make me feel loved and cherished whenever you touch me. Will you not love me still? "She questioned, crying
She questioned, crying already. She didn't know what she was doing anymore, all she knew was she needed Abhi. Be it physically or emotionally. She needed him. 
"I will love you even after I die, Shree. Just come to me once and leave.. Leave that glass piece. " He said carefully taking a step and opened his arms so that she can come to him. 
"No.Promise me that you will love, you will make love with me. Promise me abhi! " She shouted back, digging the glass deeper in her skin. 
"Okay.. Okayy.. I will make love to you, I will love you more than anything. I promise. Come to me now, it's enough. " He masked his fear and tried to sound stern. 
Srisha looked at him with tears and left everything, before running to his arms and hugging him. 
Abhi lifted her in his embrace and took her to the bed. He sat on the bed, pulling her above him and changed their position. 
As Abhi hovered over her, Srisha looked at him, then at his lips and again at him, before pulling him down for a kiss. 
"I love you abhi, more than you can ever imagine. " She mumbled against his lips and planted her lips on his, not waiting for his reply. 
"Shree." Abhi held her by her waist, and broke the kiss, looking at her. "You need rest. "
"I need you. " She muttered, drowning in his eyes. 
"And I am here with you, till my last breath, my love. But right now, let's take some rest. " He didn't let her speak and planted his lips on her. 
She started kissing him hungrily but he bit on her lip and kissed slowly. He was caressing her head and slowly rocking him to sleep. 
When she felt out of breath, abhi broke the kiss and started kissing her eyes like a feather. He traced the tear marks on her cheeks and licked it clean. 
Abhi noticed that Srisha fell asleep and kissing her forehead for the last time, he laid on her side. 
He pulled her partly over him and started massaging her head while holding her close. A tear, then another and then like a shower, fell down his eyes as he re-memorized what happened. 
"I promise to punish them all my love. But now I also have to take care of your mental health. You get panic attacks too, and I didn't know that. " He kissed her forehead again. 
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