"You're always leaving"

                                    

                                          
"H-He's what?..." Jerry asked wide-eyed. The cat sighed and went to pull the smaller male into a hug but he pushed him away still in shock. "S-Spike is d-dead? Is this a joke?! Are you fucking with me right now because if so stop it right now!" Tears started to well in his big hazel eyes. "I'm sorry baby boy but it's the truth, I wish I could say I'm lying, that I'm messing with you but I'm not." It took Jerry a moment for his words to sink in and when it finally did he burst out in tears. "H-He's r-really de-dead isn't h-he?" Seeing his love so devasted over his deceased rival didn't really make the alpha male overjoyed, it made him furious and maybe a little bit jealous, which he would never admit, but seeing his small form shaking and the big eyes he loves so much glazed over in tears bothered him more than his hatred and jealousy for Spike ever would. 
"Come here baby." Tom opened his arms waiting as his small lover rushed into his arms and sobbed against his chest. He held him softly and carefully as if he held him too tightly he would shatter. "H-How did this ha-happen? H-How did he d-die?" His words were muffled against the older male's chest but Tom heard him clearly. "There was an accident." Tom couldn't help how his heart skipped a beat as the mouse lifted his head from his chest, eyes puffy and red from the crying and his cheeks and nose a soft shade of red. How he wished he could make him forget about Spike and just kiss him and have him all to himself, but that's why he killed him in the first place...the dog was standing in his way to have Jerry all to himself. "What accident? Is that why you were like that when you got here?" 'Why do you have to be so pure sweet cheeks, you're making me almost feel bad about killing that mutt. Almost.'
Tom thought as he softly caressed Jerry's cheek, wiping away stray tears with his thumb. "Yes," he replied softly. The mouse nodded slowly as if his confusion cleared away a bit. "Tell me wha-" "No" The taller male cut him off already knowing he would like to hear the entire story. Jerry's brows furrowed in confusion, "Why?" Tom smiled at his small adorable lover, "For one it is 3 in the morning and the second is that although I am tough I am still in a fair amount of pain and would like some rest." It was like Tom could see the switch go off in his little head as his eyes widened even more upon realizing that the feline indeed still had injuries and that it was late. 
"Fine. We can continue this later when you feel a bit more rested okay? But I want to hear every detail...promise me." Tom sighed and promised him he would tell him the quote-on-quote 'full story'.  "Alright, get some sleep, I'll see you later okay?" Jerry stood and grabbed his jacket to leave but when he went to the front door something, or rather someone heavy wrapped himself around the small mouse, preventing him from leaving. "I thought you're supposed to be a cat, not a snake." Jerry felt the weight on his back shakes a bit with laughter. "Get off me." He heard a muffled response from the crook of his nape something in the line of 'no' but Jerry decided to ignore it. "Bro get off you're fat, I am not your pillow go lay down in your bed." It was quiet for a few seconds before the smaller male got spun around and pinned to the door he suddenly wished could teleport him anywhere else. 
"What did you just call me?" The feline's voice was husky and deep as he towered over his prey, his eyes sharp and bright like jade. Deciding he was not going to be dominated and be a wimp, the mouse thought it a good idea to retaliate, even if he was afraid of the older male when his pheromones got out of hand. "Fat?" He winched a bit as the air got heavier with Tom releasing his pheromones even more. "Who do you think you are calling 'bro' little mouse?" Jerry swallowed involuntarily as he realized he fucked up real good this time. "So what if I called you bro, I needed you to get off." "Why" his voice was sharp and commanding. "Be-Because I need to go home and you need rest." The atmosphere was heavy yet eerily silent, the grey-haired male staring into the hazel eyes as if boring into his soul to feast upon it. 
"Why are you always trying to leave me?" his voice came out softly yet something about it was dark. "Tom I-" "Should I just break your legs so you can never leave me again?" His words shocked Jerry, he always joked that Tom was a psycho but he never thought him to be an actual psychopath. "Should I show you exactly who I am and what I am capable of little mouse?" The younger let his head fall so his hair could hide his expression from the sharp eyes watching him. "Answer me," Tom commanded and used his one hand to grip Jerry's chin and lift it so their eyes could meet, but when Tom saw his eyes filled with tears threatening to fall, his anger melted away. "I am sorry my love..." The older released his harsh grip and gently hugged his smaller form. "You're such an asshole..." the younger's voice squeaked out, his throat tight from holding back his tears. Tom caressed his head softly, "I know baby, I'm sorry that I scared you, I was just afraid." Jerry lifted his head to lock eyes with the older, "Afraid? You? Of what?"He asked with confusion. "That you will leave me alone, that you would abandon me like everyone I gave my heart to before did. That you would leave me in despair." This made Jerry even more confused. 'Is he bipolar? How was he about to commit murder and now he looks like he is about to break down?" He thought but decided it best not to ask.
"I won't leave you stupid cat."
"Promise?"
"I promise."
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Hello lovely readers <3
In the following chapter, there will be some warnings, smut will be one of them. I also noticed that I haven't included omegaverse as much in the past few chapters, I'm still deciding if I should change it a bit or just continue and just include it more in the following chapters. 
As we can see Tom is revealing more about himself in these chapters. Should I write a chapter revealing Tom's tragic past that would determine more about his choices in the future? Comment and let me know. 
Stay cheesy friends~