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Wooyoung
Fuck fuck fuck. 
He's in my fucking class. What the fuck? 
I don't think he's seen me yet. He looks good though. Too good. 
Fuck. 
This is the worst possible thing to happen today and of course it's happening to me. 
And right after he followed me on instagram, which, how did he even find that? I never told him my nickname. 
I have no intentions of following him back, or even looking at his account. It'd only make things worse for me. Avoiding him was already proving to be nearly impossible and I don't know how long i'd be able to keep it up for.
Trying to make it through a whole lecture with him across the room was like actual torture. 
And the beautiful boy who could only be the one they call 'the prettiest person on campus' was seated right beside him, giving him the biggest heart eyes and making him giggle. 
Whatever. I don't care. It's none of my business. Although, I was watching him like a hawk. 
A smile lit up his face for a second while talking to the other boy and I could almost cry at the sight. 
I don't know why he's doing this to me. Having this spellbinding effect on my mind. 
I know what i'm like, I know that i'm just really attracted to looks and quick hook ups. But he's drawing unknown emotions out of me, things i've rarely ever felt before. One of those things being jealousy. 
I can admit, it did not feel nice watching him smile like that for someone else. In fact, it hurt and it was making me unreasonably angry. 
The lecturer's words were a mumbled echo in my head as I watched those two interact, heat building up in my chest.
I had to look away before I did something irrational. 
By the time class finished, I had booked it to the exit. One last glance back to see San was probably the last thing I should have done. 
He saw me. He saw right through me. 
I knew I had to get out of there fast. 
I pushed through a couple of people and ran to the next lecture hall over. 
San left the building not soon after and I watched from the door as he peered around, looking for me a second time. 
Once he gave up and started walking away, I waited a few minutes before being able to safely exit and start walking to my dorm.
I was walking fast and not really paying much attention to my surroundings. San was infiltrating my mind like an unwanted guest that wouldn't leave. 
Apparently I had been so lost in thought that I didn't see the literal giant that I was about to run into. 
Once I looked up from my feet, it was too late. 
My whole front half smacked into him, sending me crashing on my ass so hard I was distorted. 
"Oh my gosh, are you okay? Here-" He reached his hand out to me to help me up. "I'm so sorry." 
I took his hand and stood up slowly. Pain shot through my quad causing me to wince. 
"No no, it was my fault I wasn't looking where I was g-" I looked up at this man I had just ran into, so tall and so handsome. 
Wow. Maybe it's my lucky day. Minus what I had to go through this morning.