Chapter 1

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* darcys pov*

" naw okay Louis will be so thrilled" I chuckled as I walked down the street with a bag of cupcakes in my hand on the way home.

" yeah anyways I'm about to leave. I'll see you in a few hours" Eleanor chirped over the phone.

" okay say I said hi to your family" I smiled turning into our driveway.

" sure will bye Babe" she said.

" okay bye Hun!" I said and hung up and put my phone in my back pocket opening the front door.

" what the Fuck is going on?" Liam yelled from the lounge room.

Wonder what's going on?

I quietly closed the front door and tippy toed to the lounge room.

" Niall doesn't love darcy anymore!" Louis yelled and I dropped the cupcakes.

" what?" I said slowly walking into the lounge room where Zayn, Liam, Louis, ashton, Luke, Calum and Michael were in.

I could feel tears blurring my view.

" darc-" Zayn started but I started shaking my head violently as tears ran down my cheek. I turned away, forgetting the cupcakes and ran to my room, slamming the door behind me and locking it.

Did I hear Louis right?
Niall doesn't love me anymore?

I started crying harder as I curled up in a ball on my bed and let it all out.

I heard knocking on the door but I just cried more.

After I was finished with crying I just sat there staring at the wall deep in thought. I didn't even know what I was thinking. My mind was blank, like a big cloud covering it.

I didn't even heard the yelling and banging at the door or my phone ringing as I just sat there staring at the wall.

What did I ever do to get this?

I weakly stood up and walked into my bathroom. I grabbed my razor and sat in the shower staring at the razor and then at my wrist.

I slowly slide the razor across my wrist as the blood flowed out I signed in relaxation leaning back onto the ball. It felt so good. When the great feeling stopped I sat back up and slide the razor across my wrist again and again and again.

I sat there letting the blood pour all over my legs and down the drain as I heard something smash. I didn't look or move, I just sat there staring at the wall. I just wouldn't move, I didn't have the energy. Another loud smashing sound happened and once again I didn't move.

" DARCY!" Harry yelled running over to me. He started shaking me but I just stared past him at the wall.

" darcy talk to me!" He yelled in my face but I didn't move.

" guys!!! It's everywhere!" Harry cried as I kept staring at the wall. I just needed to be along right now.

In the corner of my eye I saw a whole lot of boys ran into the bathroom and crowd Harry and I.

" darcy oh my god" someone shocked said.

" she won't move or talk but she's breathing" Harry cried even harder.

" we need to stop the bleeding" someone else said.

Everyone started yelling at each other and they were grabbing me but soon I couldn't even hear or feel them. Soon my eyes started closing.

" darcy stay with me" I felt Harry say close to my ear and then I was out.

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I woke up very slowly only hearing the sound of BEEP.......BEEP........BEEP.

I opened my eyes and looked around. I was in a hospital great! Not. I looked down at my wrist and it was all bandaged up.

" morning darcy" a young nurse walked into my room. I looked at her and gave her a weak smile.

" how are you feeling?" She smiled sweetly.

" what do you think?" I roll my eyes. What has gotten into me?

" okay I'm just going to run some testes and then your visitor can come in" she smiled.

Visitor? That means one? Who would that be?

After she did the tested she get and grabbed my ' visitor'. I stared at the door waiting and finally they walking in.

" hey darcy" she smiled weakly, she had bags under her eyes.

" Eleanor" I cried pulling my arms out for a hug. She ran over to me and grabbed me back as we cried.

" I'm so sorry" she mumbled.

" why?" I asked confused.

" cause I wasn't there for you when you needed me" she cried.

" hey it wasn't your fault okay. I turned into a different person that had a mind of its own, please never think it's your fault" I said as she squeezed me tighter.

" your my best friend, I love you" she said.

" I love you too" I smiled weakly. " so where's the boys?" I ask as we let go.

" ugh they went on tour yesterday" she frowned looking down and that's when I started crying.

" I'm so stupid!" I said putting my head in my hands.

" no your not!" She said.

" yes I am! Now I didn't even get to say goodbye because I was too busy trying to kill myself!" I yelled at her

" it's nialls fault not yours!" She said.

" is it true?" I ask.

" what?" She asked.

" that Niall doesn't love me anymore" I said trying not to cry.

" I don't know darcy" she frowned looking down.

" am I free to go?" I asked.

" yeah, yeah let's go" she said coming out of her deep thoughts.

I don't think it's safe to go home but I'm not living here definitely not.
Time for the acting darcy.

I could feel the other darcy coming though to me. My mouth couldn't even move to a smile. Everything is crumbling down.

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