𝟏𝟕: 𝐒𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐬𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧

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AFTER A LONG TIME, I started to really like someone; even though I fought with my own feelings, it's hard for me, and in return, he didn't even say that he liked me after that car chase

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AFTER A LONG TIME, I started to really like someone; even though I fought with my own feelings, it's hard for me, and in return, he didn't even say that he liked me after that car chase. His actions showed, but I wanted him to tell me in words.

And— I feel like I'm left hanging, unsure of where I stand with him.

His business is something that I figured out is his top priority more than anything else, including me.

—Because I am someone who just came into his life, but his business has been with him for years. (...)

Even if he says that he wants me, he treats me well, but I have my doubts. Maybe I was protecting my heart. (... three dots mean future.)

—Or I didn't want it to be a casual fling, something like fucking each other out in one go and doing some kinky fuck for more pleasure and less emotion, and I would later fall in love with him and the cringy feast of emotions that follows.

I wanted him to want me in a true sense, which is why I allowed him.

My consent—for him to kiss me like that.

Even though we didn't know much about each other, we were taking small steps.

When two skins touch, you know there is something.

Because from my side, my heart was involved glaringly.

Then,
I made a plan—

The idea was simple:

Confront him head-on, face-to-face, oh, so simple looking—he'd have told me everything, nah?

Don't you think so?
NAH!

Because all this time, he didn't even bother to tell me what job he does; I only got to know a few days ago before Sai told me. Now, I don't know anything about him other then what people around me knows, and whatever I'm finding out feels like I was in a comforting shadow, until I saw the light and I freaked out.

At first, I believed that seeing everything by myself would clear up any remaining doubts, and my heart and mind would ultimately be in the same boat, making things easier for clear decision making.

My starting point was simply to search his office for documents and click on pictures for evidence. I never imagined I would go for a maze run. It was never on the list, but time was of the essence; —30 minutes.

𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐕𝐀𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐌𝐒𝐎𝐍 | 𝟏𝟖+Where stories live. Discover now