Deal

                                    

                                          
Izuku POV
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He hasn't been here in days.
As jacked up as it is he was my only human connection ever since I've been in Cochlea. Now I don't even have the feeling of death to be with me. For the past days I've just had food slid inside of my cell.
I feel so alone.
Think back. Think back. Think back. I'm thinking back. I'm thinking of the ash haired boy. I was led to believe that in my past me and him were just so close of friends that the name "Deku" meaning useless, was just an inside joke that I didn't get. After seeing the malice he held towards me in the flashback. I realized those words were used to break me down.
Still alone and more sad.
Think back. Think back. Think back. I'm thinking back. I'm thinking of my mother in the flashback. Why would a mother break down their own child's dream? Why not support him and allow him to push himself to be the best he can be? Why?
Still alone and completely hopeless.
THINK HARDER YOU IDIOT! THINK BACK! THINK BACK! All Might! Yes, All Might must have been the one to tell me to believe in myself. It seems very on brand for him to do that. Right? Yes, that's it! I mean he did give me his quirk. So when I asked him he probably decided that I could be a hero and trained me.
Still alone, but more hopeful.
Think. Who makes you feel wanted?
The Brown Haired Girl. I didn't talk to her much, but she made me feel... like maybe life could be better when shared with another. It's embarrassing, but I think that's because of who I was before losing my memories. I think of talking to her.
Not alone and Hopeful.
He couldn't let me be happy could he? He walked in. I didn't see him, but knew the feeling of death all too well.  I bit my finger to stop myself from hurling at the thought of him. I looked at his body, so as to not feel the fear of looking in his eyes. Wait hold on? Why is he here? I already ate today, so he isn't coming to feed me? What does he want?
"Hello ghoul, there is something I need to tell you." He said to me.
"What is it sir?" I asked. I mean what was so important that would warrant him talking to me? Wait! Maybe i'm getting out of here! I feel hopeful.
"A piece of information that was withheld from you is that the Kakuho you own is from a villain. Rize Kamashiro. The Binge Eater." He said to me. He kept that same demeanor of emotionless being, but when he said Rize's name he gripped onto his blade just a bit tighter.
"Oh, yea I know about Rize, but not the villain part though it figures" I say. I mean what else could you be with this quirk?
Hey! You have the quirk! I'm just a figment of your imagination. Wait. How is Rize a figment of my imagination if I never met her?
"How do you know about her?" He asked me.
"I've, um... spoke to her." I say. STUPID. STUPID. STUPID. Why would you say that you've spoke to her!? You are right. Your pretty stupid.
"But, Rize is dead? Did you speak to her before her death?" He asked
"Not that I know of." I say. Y'know he gave you a chance to not look insane. He begins to sigh.
"Y'know what never mind. Another thing about your Kakuho is that you only own half." He looks at me. What? What? What?
"What does that mean?" I really can't understand. What the hell does he mean I own half? How the hell do I only own one part of an organ? No clue. Shut the f-
"You are a half-ghoul. We found this out a while ago." He moved towards me and crouched down to my level. "This means that somehow, the person who gave you this quirk." He paused.
"Stole half of Rize's Kakuho." I mumble to myself. If i'm able to use the abilities of the Kakuho while having half of it then... there is another with this quirk. "No, that's not possible. I mean you can't just steal half a heart or 1/3 of a kidney or... 1 lung..." I say realizing something. "Do you have a diagram of a normal Kakuho." I ask. Please tell me it's not true.
From his jacket pocket a picture is pulled out. A X-ray of an organ that is long and slim in nature with 4 distinct points. One at Shoulder level. One at the mid back. One at the low back. One on the upper butt. "You could go as far as to 1/4 a Kakuho and it would still function. These "sub-organs" define your Kagune as well as other things about a ghoul. From top to bottom is Ukaku, Kokaku, Rinkaku and Bikaku." He said.
Knowing where my Kagune is makes me realize. "So, I have a Rinkaku?"
"And a Bikaku." He says. "While you may be able to access a Bikaku type, For our training you will become most effecient by focusing on one type that being the Rinkaku." He says to me.
"Wait Wha? What training?" I ask super confused as always.
"Ah, yes the deal. I will train you to use and control your new found abilities and when the time is right, I will give a recommendation to get you out of Cochlea. Then we will search for the person who has the other half of Rize's Kakuho and you will devour him. Once that is done I will release you." He said emotionless. Even at the mention of killing.
Wow what a nice offer! HAHAHAHAHA.
What's so funny? Y'know that release doesn't mean free right? Yea I know. Release means death. To be honest. It might be the nicest thing he has ever done for a person. Do I want to die? I mean what do I have to live for anymore. Even the people I can imagine loving me. They wont accept  me as a monster.
"Deal."