25- No love but care

                                    

                                          
"Y/N," the knock on your room woke you up but Jungkook was fast enough to get up from bed to check who's there. 
"I'll check," he says in his morning husky voice. 
"Sir, this is the breakfast for you both. Madam told me to bring it to your room itself as you both are tired from travelling." The cook of your house told Jungkook and you lay your head back on your pillow knowing Jungkook would take care of it. 
"Oh, thank you!" Jungkook replies with a smile and puffy eyes and motions the cook to place the trolley on the side and closes the door back to come and cuddle with you. 
"Mmm..." You moan a little when you felt his morning erection in your butt. 
"Sorry honey but can't help it." He sighs and hugs you tighter nuzzling his face in your nape. 
"I've thought of a plan." You mumble in your sleepy voice. You feel Jungkook humming and nodding in your nape itself. You don't however say anything for a few minutes because of drowsiness taking over you but you slowly got up taking the support of the bedrest and sat with Jungkook's head on your chest and his hand wrapped around your waist with closed eyes. 
You caress his hair trying to open your eyes. So romantic! 
"You never tell me the whole truth about our lives. You say mom did all this but then you also say that it's just your assumptions. But then you add that you're almost there with your clues to find the real person behind all this. But- as i don't know what all this that has happened to us till now as you never tell me, so I'm gonna take therapy to remember everything about my past. Later when I'll remember everything, then we'll confront my mom about it. How's it?" You say happily. 
Jungkook sighs and looks at you from your chest with a smile showing how-innocent-can-you-be-Y/N look. 
"What?" You ask disheartened and agitated. 
"Till your therapy I understood, but how did you even imagine that your confrontation to your mom will lead her to tell you the truth from her own mouth wifey? If she had to, don't you think she would have already told when she knows that I'm literally trying here from the past 5 years?" 
"But you're such an asset, why is it taking you so long to find clues? Because as far as I know by now that you can literally sue my mom if you want to in just a day, then why this long wait Jungkook?" You questioned with sadness and curiousity. 
"Because her actions already alerted me that she'll hurt you if I try to do something against her. So do you really think I'd take the risk? I already almost lost you my girl." He sighs gloomily looking straight into your eyes, still supporting his chin on your chest and you caressing his hair. 
"So you're basically living in fear from these 4 years?" You question again that made Jungkook think for a few seconds not breaking the eye contact but he nods. 
"See Jungkook, now you've told me pretty much about the past, also I now know who you were or are to me and...now I'm in my senses. For these years I had no idea about all this but now when I do and if my mom is really a criminal kind, I won't back off knowing all this. I'll help you put her in jail for sure." 
He only looks at you with a smile and caresses your cheek. 
"You just rest, work, eat, and rest again. I don't want you to take burden of any of this, okay? I'm here for all that and I'm almost done, maybe in a few months the culprit would be in front of us so don't you dare do anything stupid till I'm aliv-" 
"Shut up." Your eyes widened at his statement. You can never hear conversations about death or life. 
Although, you don't remember so much about Jungkook but the time you're spending with him since you've met him again, it's been so nice, so caring, arduous as well as it's sometimes hard to believe what he tells you about your past but overall, it's going too well. 
You can't say that you love him but yes, you're definitely getting closer and habitual to his presence day by day. But from his side of actions, it's always so full of everything. 
He cooks for you, he always has a smile around you, he's always caring and loving, he respects your space even though he met you after years, he makes sure your everything is on place, that you don't feel any discomfort around him at all. If you say no, then it's a no then whatever it is. From office to home to home to office, it's all about you. Whatever you say, he'll always have all the ears even if he doesn't agree, but he definitely listens to you with so much of attention and discusses it with you about why he thinks different on that topic. 
He's so perfect that you feel toxic. 
But whatever it is, you cannot cannot and just cannot hear anyone say that such a thing. 
"Don't you dare say that again for it? It freaks me out." Jungkook instantly apologizes. 
"Fine fine I won't but why? It was a normal-" 
"No, it's not at all normal for a few people like me. You know everything about my life, how come you not know about my biological mother and me? How traumatized her death-" 
"Okay okay stop," Jungkook covers your mouth with his hand before you could complete. You're totally shocked that a man who knows every single thing about you, how come he not know that you get panic attacks sometimes when you think about the death of your mother.
This thing now has made you doubt Jungkook and his every single word-
"Stop or else you'll get a panic attack and this isn't the time for that, it's so early in the morning my girl..." He sighs again. 
Oh... He knows? 
"Good that you know or I was about to doubt you-" 
"You already did, didn't you?" He says with a knowing smile making you feel guilty for judging him so soon. 
You nod a little and he uncovers your mouth. 
"It's okay, I was prepared for being doubted." He winks and runs out of the bed to bring the trolley of breakfast to your side. 
"You don't have to think so much, my clues are almost there so don't worry. About your mom, don't behave indifferently with her so that she doesn't doubt you. Behave as normal as you can and do not lose your patience like you were about to yesterday. Even a single small mistake may harm both of us and especially you which I'm more scare of." 
Jungkook uncovers the plates and takes the piece of apple with the stick and stuffs in your mouth. 
"Okay? Don't do anything with the help of your small braincells. For that I am here. Your husband will take care of all of it." He smiles. 
"What will you take care of Jungkook-ssi?" A known voice questions. 
You know this voice- it's- it's-
"Taehyung!"