I go to the mall for some shopping as it's been a long time. Ram went home to sort it out with his parents and I didn't want to be there and interfere when he must be spending some family time.
Sigh, I miss my family back home. I'll soon go and give them a visit.
Just when I was roaming around a section, a girl and another one with her looked at me for a few seconds with thoughtful look. I didn't recognize them so I just shrugged and looked around the lingerie I needed.
A minute later, the two of them approached me and the skinny one said "Um, you are Priya?"
I scrunch my face "Yeah? Do I know you?"
"No but you are the one seeing ram?" The other one who has a really good figure and looks asked.
"Yeah any problem?" I ask still clueless.
The girl chuckles "I dont know why he stopped coming to the club, you aren't that good"
"Excuse me?" I felt offended.
"Honey, do you even fulfill his needs? And ew," she looks at the packet of lingerie I picked "Ram hates this... gosh I highly doubt his sexual desires are being satisfied"
"What do you mean? And who are you both?" I ask them feeling a bit of rage.
"We are the girls ram used to do at the strip club.. if you are actually aware" The skinny one says.
"He used to I know that.."
"Well, ram loves his girl to be a submissive and his choice is something hot and sizzling... like this one.." she points to the extremely revealing red and black corset which looked sizzling hot.
"I doubt he even treats her like how he likes to treat his girls" The other one laughs.
"He is happy with me.." I say and they look at me for a few seconds before the skinny one says "Okay come on let's talk over some coffee"
"Come on sweetie, we're here to only help you" the other one states.
"Um- I'm sorry but I know he's happy with me and actually I need to leave already.." I try to deny politely.
"Oh no problem" the skinny one smiles and forwards a card "This is my number, my name is Avira"
"And I'm Ellie"
I nod giving a small smile
"By the way, he is a Greek god and we're missing him at our place" Ellie grins which I hated.
I just leave and take a deep breath before getting in the car and asking the driver to leave for home.
The thought of ram doing them is making me restless. I take a deep breath trying to stay focused that he is not that guy anymore. He is my ram. Only mine.
And I know he's happy with me.
That day when I cried for the clamps flashed back and then the way he is so gentle with me also comes up to my head.
I remember him saying in the early times that he doesn't do love and vanilla, he's a dom and loves being rough.
I bite my lip, should I ask him to be rough with me. Is he really suppressing his desires? Am I able to satisfy him? Is this why he isn't wanting to marry me?
Fuck. My head is going in every negative direction. I can't let these things eat me up.
But will ram marry me? I really want to marry him. I do. Sigh.
I reach home and decide to cook a delicious lip smacking dinner because if I sit idle, it's only going to get me back into negative energy.
It's about 7 when I'm done and frown as I didn't receive a single call or text from ram.
I ring him a call and he declines it. I leave a text "Where are you? Did the meeting go well?"
He replies in a minute "Yes it's all fine now, I'm at office. Don't wait up for me"
"When will you come?" I text back and there's no reply.
I sigh and drop my phone on the couch before moving to the room to take a hot shower. Later, I change into another pair of shorts and T-shirt and grab my phone to see that it's 8:15 now.
I play a movie and watch it waiting for him. It's 10:45 now that I give him a call.
Ram declines and I call him again. He picks up and before I could ask he shouts from the other side "DONT YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND AT ONCE? KAHA NA BUSY HUN AND NOT TO WAIT FOR ME"
Before I could say anything he disconnects and my eyes become moist.
I wipe my unshed tears and curl up on the couch.
It's a very bad day. The worst day. I hate everything of this day.
My tears fall one by one and I let them. I don't know when I fall asleep on the couch in the living.
I feel someone lifting me up and settling me in a lap... I feel a warmth hugging me and I slowly open my eyes and find ram infront of me.
I snuggle into him and he holds me firmly dropping a kiss on my head.
"I'm sorry baby" He mumbles.
That's when strikes me what happened before I drifted to sleep. I quickly open my eyes and get off his lap. He stands up too and I wipe my cheeks which felt wet by the tear stains.
His expression was of a pained one and I chose to ignore him. I looked at the time which showed 1am.
"Baby.."
I turn and start to walk towards the bedroom when he holds my wrist and comes infront of me.
"I'm sorry.." he cups my cheeks caressing his thumbpads over my cheek.
"I don't want to talk to you.." I look away and remove his hands.
"Baby.. please.. I was very busy and irritated that moment.. I'm really very sorry" He pleads holding me from my waist.
"I made your favourites for dinner..." I mumble playing with his shirt buttons.
"Is it?" He tilts his face with a smile and I look up at him and hum plainly.
"Can we eat? I'm very hungry.. and I know because of me you also didn't have dinner"
"Abhi mera mann nahi hai" I look down again and he picks me bridal style making me gasp.
"Ram?"
He takes me to the dining table and puts me on my feet before grabbing the bowls and reheating the food.
"Wow butter chicken! Pulao, naan..." His eyes twinkled as he looked at the items which made me smile at his cuteness.
"Baby, I'm so sorry... I love you so much" He comes to me pecking my lips.
"Matlab khana dekhkar sorry and love you han?" I raise my brow at him.
"Arey Ofcourse"
I glare at him and he chuckles colliding his nose with mine "I love you a lot! So much"
I couldn't help but smile and hug him.
He sits me on his lap and feeds me while I feed him too. All my sadness disappeared in a second and only my ram can do sucha magic!
Ram changes into his tracks and T-shirt and comes to bed taking me in his arms as I rest my head on his chest.
"So aunty and uncle are fine with you asking for time?" I ask and he hums.
I look up at him who had his eyes closed. I lean up and kiss his jaw and pepper more kisses along his jawline and neck when he says with closed eyes "Baby I'm really tired right now.."
I look at him and kiss his cheek before hiding my face in his nape. He wraps his arms firmly around me before his soft snores start echoing.
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