Aopekkha

                                    

                                          
Abhi 
' Tahole amay jigesh korar ki achea ekhane.'' 
Then what is here to ask me?
Her answer was continuously roaming on my mind. 
Does she felt hurt by my decision?  
But Why Will She?
I was rearranging my books in library. But her thoughts were approaching me continuously.  I don't need to do the course. But still I choose to do it for her. 
In my opinion, if we will stay away for each other we will be happy. There in no chances of awkward moments, close proximity, doubts, misunderstandings. After finishing  my work I came again to our room. I saw her sleeping silently under her comforter. I went near her and sat on the edge of the bed. Her face was looking so pale.
I shouldn't push her into the river. Now she is suffering cause of me. 
It's almost 10 o'clock of night. I should wake her up. 
'' Aakhi Uth.'' ( Aakhi get up.) I said by taping her shoulder. She moved a bit with the effect. Slowly opened her eyes and looked towards my direction. Her stare was weak.  She can hardly open her eyes. My heart clenched by admiring her situation. 
'' Amar valo lagche na Abhi.'' (I am not feeling good Abhi) She said in a weak voice.  
'' Keno? Sorir beshi kharap?'' ( Why? Are you feeling more worse?) I questioned in a low voice. I can feel that my voice is breaking by moments. 
She moved her head in 'no'.  And open her mouth to say something.  
'' Amar na khub thanda lagche. Amar pashea shuye amay joriye dhorbi?'' 
I'm feeling cold. Can you lay beside me and hug me?
She said by holding my hand on her. 
'' I need your warmth.''   She whispered the last word. 
I couldn't do no more to her words. I immediately turn off the lights closed the door and laid down beside her by hugging her. She hugged me tightly. 
Her body was burning with fever. It was getting hard by time to hold her in my arms. I started to crease her hair by my hands softly. 
'' Abhi.'' She called. 
''Hmm.'' 
'' Tui chole jabi?'' 
Will you go?
I can feel she was more upset with that thing. 
Maybe her situation was getting worse by that. 
'' Tui bollea jabo na.'' 
If you say no then I will not.
She smiled slightly by closing her lashes. 
'' Ami na bolbo na.'' 
I will not say 'no'.  She replied. 
Then a long silence stayed between us. The silence was broke by my question. 
'' Accha ami chole gele tui amar jonno aopekkha korbi too?'' 
After my leave, Will you wait for me? 
 Immediately she opened her eyes and looked towards mine?
'' Ki mone hoy?'' 
What you think?  She questioned without giving me my answer.  
' I don't know.''  I answered.
She didn't said anything after that just closed her eyes again. I didn't want to bother her by asking the question again. 
After that I don't know that when I drifted to dreamland. 
The two days passed in a blink. But I didn't see any development of Aakhi. She is still suffering from high fever.  We called doctor and he gave her medicine.
I can't wait to see her development. Today I'm leaving for abroad. I was feeling so guilty to leave her in this situation. 
For the last time I came towards our bedroom. I find her on balcony. Sitting silently on swing. I went near her and sat beside her. She didn't look toward me since I came. 
Dark circles, dry lips, pale face, messy braid, a shawl was covering her  from cold environment. It's raining so heavily. 
'' Kibhabe jabi tui brishto hocche toh?'' 
How will you go? It's raining. She said in low voice by admiring the surroundings. 
'' I will manage.'' 
She left a heavy breath and started to say
'' Tui gigesh korechili tui gele ami torjonno aopekkha korbo ki na.'' 
You questioned me that,after your leave I will wait for you or not. 
I looked towards her but she didn't. 
'' Biye korechish tui amay. Ami tor stree. Ekhjon stree er shamir jonno aopekkha kora kortobber modhea pore jokhon she bahire jay. Ami amar koetobbo palon korte jani. Jehoto biye korechi aopekkhao korbo. '' 
You married me. I'm your wife. And as a wife it's a duty to wait for her husband whenever he goes out. And I know how to fulfill my own duty. As I married you I will also wait for you. 
She turned my side and pecked my lip slightly by making me shocked. 
'' Ekhon jaa.'' Now go. 
She said. I got up from my seat and went  towards the doorway. But I stopped and turn to say something to her. 
'' Tahole aashi.'' Then I will come.  I said by contorting the tears that might fall any moment. 
  '' Esho.'' Come.  
She said by looking at floor. 
  For the last time I admire her and left for the journey. 
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