december 4, 2023

                                    

                                          

ew mondays i fucking hate school
ok so i finally remember enough of the weird dream I had thursday night - so it had something with some demon? and i was running away from it in a portside town, and there were these buildings? but then we were figthing this evil clown in a hedge maze, and there was my sister who looked like alice in wonderland (i dont even have a sister lmfao) and she ate the "eat me" cookie and got inflated
anyway last nigth i turned off the light at 10pm but then i got up later and it was 11:58 and idk if i was asleep or awake during that time period?? i've been losing sleep i wake up at 5:25 every day
bro its not fair in california my grade isn't allowed to start school until after 8am like i wish bro
im literally losing sleep i can only sleep decently friday and saturday nights
looking forward to winter break

nothing funny happened today
my bus was late ew
and this afternoon the bus parked literally so far away from the school when it usually parks so close
like idgaf if it parks far away but be consistent abt it i dont got the time to go see where all hte buses are
bro freeloader 2 keeps looking in my direction
and like what is with these girls and their strongass perfume
i'll be sitting next to Freeloader 2's friend in history and i'm literally swimming in chemicals
like it makes me want to throw up lowkey
bruh the science hallway is actually going to murder my lungs
it hurts my nostrils ot breathe in with my nose there but it hurts my throat to breathe with my mouth
like why does it smell so bad'

the study hall lessons are getting dumber and dumber
today it was something about culture like no
i don't give a fuck
i feel like this is like those disney ploys with being "more inclusive" like whoever's writing these lessons is probably either a counselor or white or both and likely on crack
like my family doesnt have a tradition so shut the fuck up
i feel like this lesson was aimed at white kids to be inclusive like bro

freelodaer 2 is so fucking annoying
in history she randomly said to her friend, "I love Draco Malfoy, he is so hot." like ok sure but not in class pls
she has a korean friend and she calls her friend "my favorite kimchi eater" like what the actual fuckity fuck
shes so loud talking when im trying to listen to the audio that my history teacher is forcing us to listen to like stfu no one gives a shit

anyway i wonder what hogwarts house freeloader 2 is in?
like she's too stupid for ravenclaw and slytherin, and she's not nice enough for hufflepuff, so gryffindor is all that's left