They then went back to their shared dorm, they decided to cook themselves something healthy and hearty and then have some fun together.
Felix went straight to his bedroom, he wasn't hungry and even if he was, he wouldn't eat. The poor boy thinks so bad about his body because he can't work out.
Felix's pov
Why did I mess up so bad? Why am I so fucking stupid? I hurt Jisungie, messed up everything and the only thing they say is 'it's okay, it's fine, everyone makes mistakes'. And then they think it makes me feel better? 
I didn't have any motivation so I just took a warm shower and went to bed. It's only 7 pm, but who cares anyways? It's not that I can go downstairs, have some fun with the members and just ask for a hug, so what's the point anyways.
I mentally started cursing at myself with tears running down my cheek, onto the soft pillow that knows all my secrets, that thing keeps everything safe and is there for me when I cry. Yes, i'm thankfull for a pillow.
"Fucking moron felix, you fucking ugly idiot. Why the fuck did I do that, i'm messing up everything, fucking everything. You son of a bitch Felix, fucking dissapointment, fucking ugly cunt. Just fucking die already, fucking ugly piece of shi-"
"Will you stop already?!" An angry Chan stopped me from cursing to myself by gripping my wrist tightly and aggressively pulled me up. I winced at the pain I felt at my wrist from the tight grip and then opened my eyes to see Chan with a sad but also angry expression.
"Dare to say anything like that again Felix. I dare you." He said while tightening his grip around my wrist making me let out a whine again.
"C-Chan... P-Please-"
"Stop it Felix! How do you feel saying that about yourself huh?! Are you fuckin crazy of what the actual fuck is wrong with you right now?!" He yelled loudly and gripped his hand even tighter aroung my arm, if that was even possible.
"Ch-Chan- Please... S-Stop." I cried out and tried to remove his large hand from my arm but couldn't. I felt the urge to slip banging trough my head, everything was a spinning mess and the only thing I heard were yells, loud yells that sounded like they were under water, and far, far away.
"You're perfect felix, why the fuck would you say that about yourself? Why are you always starving yourself? Why do you always think you're ugly? Why felix? Can't you just be happy with yourself for once?!" 
Those words were the only thing I could hear clearly before everything went black.
Third person pov
"Chan! Are you fucking out of your mind?!" Hyunjin yelled loudly and ran towards the leader, pulling him back harshly and pushing him on the ground while sitting on him, holding his colar tightly.
"Fuck... fuck fuck fuck..." Chan mumbled while his eyes got a glossy layer of pink.
"Minho! Jisung! Come here!" Hyunjin Yelled loudly, his voice cracking since he was on the verge of crying himself, seeing the trembling boy behind him, knocked out.
"Fucking hurry!" He yelled out again but this time in a cry.
"What do you wa- Felix?!" Minho yelled when he came in and fastly after 4 other boys were rushing in the room.
"Hold him. Don't let go." Hyunjin said to Changbin and fastly got up to check on his freckled sunshine, who was shaking violently, even his tears were still visable from the few moments before he passed out.
"What happened? Felix? Lix please..." Jisung said while shaking the small boy.
"That fucking bastard did this! What the fuck did you do Chan?!" Hyunjin cried out loudly but angry, going over to the leader and pulling him up by his collar, pushing him against the wall harshly.
"I- I- I... Sorry..." Chan stuttered out while trying to get a look of Felix, which failed badly since the ferocious Hyunjin blocked his view and pushed him harder against the wall.
"I'll take care of him, you go to lix." Changbin said and pulled the older out of the room.
"What the fuck did you do to Lix?!" The short but muscular rapper yelled out angrily and pushed the oldest against the wall.
Meanwhile the rest of the group was trying to wake the shaking boy but couldn't, they tried everything.
"We should go to the hospital hyun, maybe there's something bad going on." Jisung said in fear, tears threatening to spill out of his beauteful dark doe eyes.
Just when everyone looked at Jisung, a whine and then loud crying was heard from the freckled boy, making everyone look at the boy.
"Lix... Oh Lixie, I'm so sorry... I'm so so sorry..." Hyunjin said and took the crying boy in his arms.
"I think he slipped, i'll grab his stuff." Minho fastly said and ran downstairs.
"Baby... My babyboy... It's alright... I'm here, we're here. We'll protect you..." Hyunjin softly spoke and caressed the little's soft hair while he sobbed further and harder every second.
After a few minutes, the sobbing still didn't end which made everyone concerned, it only got worse and Felix wouldn't say what was wrong. Ofcource the little got very scared, but there was defenitely something else bothering him to.
When the little grabbed his wrist and held it close to his chest, Jisung saw what was wrong.
"Hyunjin... I think I know what's wrong." He said and gently slipped his finger in between the small hand of the little and pulled it a little so Felix was now holding his index and middle finger and the bruise on his wrist was showing clear.
"Motherfu-"
"Language Jin, you're gonna make him even more upset otherwise." Seungmin fastly said before Hyunjin could finish the word. Cuss words would only make the little upset, even more than he already is and it's never a good idea to say stuff like that in front of a toddler.
"Does it hurt love?" Jisung softly asked as he traced the bruise on Felix's thin wrist gently.
The little nodded and started crying harder, every second taking away a piece of his lungs as breathing got harder and the shaking got a lot worse.
After a full two hours of calming the little, he finally fell asleep. He was so exhausted from crying all those tears and needed a nap asap. No one dared to let their leader in, everyone sat around Felix's bed, who was curled up against Hyunjin.
When it was almost 11 pm, everyone decided to go to bed and rest a bit, except for Hyunjin ofcource since he wanted to be at the little's side every second and protect him from even a stupid bug that would hurt him.
The little woke up a few times at night, having bad dreams, he cried every here and there but calmed down when he realised Hyunjin was still by his side, caressing his beauteful little face.