Ray's POV :
Sand stood in front of me full of grievances and jealousy....and I understood him that day like no other...
I love this man, i want to devote my life to his smile, I want to protect him and most importantly make him happy. That's all I could think about standing in front of him.
And after thinking about all this, I broke up with him.....
Not because I love Mew or I don't love sand...but because I love Sand so much that I can't see him getting hurt because of my stupid father, or my worse than enemy type of friends anymore. And it is time to take the responsibility and protect him from my friend.
Thats the best I could think. It hurts like hell...seeing him cry and being so sad and vulnerable.... but this was the best possible point i could end it with him. Because if i waited even for the night he would come back to his sweet self and not leave my side. But tonight he was finally blaming me. He was finally being selfless and showing me what he truly felt. He would never come to me by himself and that would make Boston think that we really are not a thing anymore. And so, Boston wouldn't go for him anymore. Thats the best plan I could come up with till I put Boston through hell for what he did to Sand and make sure he never reaches Sand again.
I said tons of ruthless things to him, hurt him and every expression of his made my nerves shiver so bad that I wanted to cut myself open and present every single of my flesh and bone to him....but for him.....I had to keep my self control that day.
I headed out of his house three weeks ago and since then we haven't even texted each other....
Part of me was happy because I got to carry out my plan without getting worried about him going through its consequences.
All I could focus on beating Boston till my hearts content, take away Sand's picture from his possession and collect all other data of his previous criminal activities which led to me leading him behind the bars.
All this did take a bunch of weeks....and I felt so good after he was put in jail. And I couldn't wait to go to sand and tell him everything and take him in my arms....but God had another plans...
As soon as I put Boston in jail I wanted to run to Sand but things got hectic again as his legal team was a tough cookie which made me go back and forth to the court of law.
So I waited till some days for things to die down before I tell Sand. And then I contacted him...but I was blocked and i could rush to his home but I wanted him to melt a little bit before that. I didn't want to show up and say it in his face "hey!! I did this all for you!! Now let's patch up again" because God knows that's stupid. So I hoped he would read the news and see the blocked phone call I made to him and try to get back to me somehow...
But days passed, and I got no call back. Each passing day I became more anxious and one fine day i decided to go to his University.
I planned everything I had to say to him as I was walking towards his usual spot, the music room, but as soon as I stood in front of the door and looked inside, he was not there.
So I went to his class and tried asking his classmates but they said he hasn't been here since the last 3 weeks.
And my anxiety started to increase.
I decided the last resort is showing up at his home.
I runs the bell to his place and when the door opened i didn't expect to see a girl.
"Yes?" She said and a part of my heart started cracking and beating fast.
Did sand get a girlfriend?
"Hello, is sand home?" I asked not really wanting to hear a yes or no, still I asked.
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FanfictionSand never thinks about ray, correction, he never NOT thinks about ray