Pt. 45

                                    

                                          
"What" 
Namjoon snapped
Just then, as if on cue -Jin's phone went off. The sound of Jin's phone's ringtone broke the sharp glare he was giving the older 
With Namjoon's help, he reached out for his phone 
Felix; the caller id read 
A scowl made its way on his face as it was quite unusual for Felix to call him
'Why would he call me' he thought because one thing -Felix rarely ever calls him 
Not that they weren't on speaking terms, but that was how Felix had turned out to be 
Even though he was once an ebullient and jovial little kid, he grew up to be quite the opposite 
The reason was never disclosed to Jin nor his parents 
Felix just kept everything bottled up and eventually so were his true emotions- he was completely shuttered  
Although everybody was aware, but just like his parents Jin got tired of asking him about the drastic change in his personality  
Eventually they just blamed it on puberty -after all it made sense that way 
He had grown to be a gloomy teenager, quite nonchalant and barely spoke a dialog which made him go unnoticed most of the time 
Just like he and his mother Felix never really cared about what people thought or said but his was on another altitude 
Because unlike he and his mother Felix never acted to impress -almost like he never had a reason to live and that's where the difference came in 
"Just pick up the call"
While Jin was lost in his own line of hypotheses, Namjoon disrupted him which resulted in another sharp glare leading to Namjoon sticking his tongue out of his mouth at him 
"Silly"
He commented 
As soon as he answered the call he was confused by what he heard from the other line resulting in another deep scowl on his face 
It was Felix being breathless from crying so much 
"Hy-Hyung"
On the other side, Felix was literally choking on his sobs and his voice was already cracking and high pitched -unlike his usual calculated voice he used to maintain his composure  
Meanwhile, oblivious Namjoon stepped out to get the food he ordered for them as breakfast  
Jin was frozen for a moment, and was discombobulated to say the least but he took a moment to listen to the other 
After a moment of silence on his side and listening to Felix on the other end, he was left completely stupefied 
His eyebrows suddenly shot upwards and  his eyes widened over the horizon in utter shock and disbelief, as if a sudden jolt of electricity had coursed through his veins leaving him momentarily stunned as his lips part to emit a spontaneous gasp and eventually drops together with his jaws 
It felt as if air had stopped circulating in the room, everything around him had gone silent and vanished into nothingness, time had slowly died down and so had his heart palpitation
Without blinking for a while, he stared into nothingness as though the ghost of his dead cat had teleported into existence 
His hand slowly flown to his mouth, muffling another involuntary gasp  
His face gradually attained a hue of red as his features scrunched up in an attempt to supresse his unwavering agony and his eyes slowly filled with hot tears while his vision turned blurry 
Namjoon, on the other hand  did well to get the food and made his way back to his bed room only for him to be met with Jin speeding across the room in search of his clothes which were basically scattered everywhere-
"Whoa whoa hey calm down what's-"
Namjoon, who just opened the door to his bedroom only to be met with a hasten Jin -who couldn't move his limbs few minutes ago -now sprinting across the room to get his clothes together, couldn't help but to be astounded and dumbfounded for a moment and observe the younger 
He had a conspicuous tremble to his fingers and his legs as well but he managed to keep them moving nevertheless 
To Namjoon, Jin seemed too much in a haste to talk about anything to him, fortunately his face gave it all up 
His eyes had gone completely bloodshot and teary, his hands were tremendously trembling, he could even see the little glitters of sweat on others forehead and upon close observation he could see the other mumble little incoherent words out fear 
Everything was happening way too fast for Namjoon to comprehend and Jin was already moving past him through the door frame               
"Hey"
Namjoon got a hold of the others arm but he kept trashing away from his hold and kept mumbling 
The look of fear was so damn prominent in his iris 
"no no no no-"
His voice was cracking and raspy 
"Hey Hey calm down"
Namjoon managed to get a good grasp of the other 
"No I have- I-I-I have to g-go pl-please"
"Please calm down"
"N-no pl-please"
"I'll take you wherever you wanna go but please calm down first"
"I need to go now- NOW"
"Okay okay J-Just wait a second "
Namjoon took to his heel towards his closet to get some clothes on but the same way he took to his heels the same way Jin also took to his heels towards the gate 
Jin ran out like never before, almost everything he did, he didn't think through he just knew he needed to be there 
Namjoon did well to catch up on Jin and lead him to his car 
After they had finally settled  in his car, Namjoon immediately started the engine of the car 
"Where are we heading "
With hasty actions, sweaty palms and trembling fingers, Jin pulled out his phone and opened Felix's chat, he opened the location Felix had sent a while ago and handed the phone to Namjoon 
As Namjoon drove to the destination, he could stop but notice how agitated the younger was 
He was fidgeting -he kept rocking back and forth in his seat, kept wringing his trembling hands- he was just physically restless
His teary eyes never got any clearer